my feet are tired

Hi everyone... I am in quite a high spirit today.. hehe.. i finally finished my long week audit.. the co dat made me do alot of things... haiz.. however, when my mentor checked my work.. i felt like i was inefficient.. haiz.. oh well, this are things u learn while doing audit.. meticulous and tactful are characteristics of auditor.. im not sure if i have that in me.. anyway, so much abt work, end it here ok..

So basically my day was better than yesterday.. had lunch at Geylang market.. hehe... had rojak mama and satay.. of course i didnt go alone.. there were 5 others.... it was fun and it was the cheapest lunch i had in days or months.. haha.. really.. i only had to pay $3.50 for whatever i ate.. oh well, that's bcos we shared.. dats y cheap... hehe... we reported to work a little late after lunch... cool... hope to have another cheap lunch tmr.. : )

alrite.. that's all folks.. take care and gud nite...

Missing my love very much.. he's gone outfield.. so can't communicate with him tonight and tmr.. cant wait to see him on thurs or fri.. he's one of the greatest gift God has given me since 2002.. oh yah.. i have to get his anniversary gift soon.. had to give later cos didnt have funds earlier.. haha..

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wat a day...

wat a day today.. i think i might have woken up on the wrong side of the bed.. my day seem so lost and less exciting today.. i didnt have the mood to do my work neither did i have the mood to mix ard today.. i didnt have lunch with my colleagues as usual.. didnt feel like eating.. basically today i was not being myself.. totally not the Nadiah i was.. wat i wanted so much was a hug and a shoulder to lean on... i wanted that so badly.. u noe.. i was so close to giving up on my work and i was suppose to submit by today.. haiz.. totally disappointed im myself... totally so..

i kept telling myself i can do it and not to give up but i guess that feeling got over me today.. i certainly hope i would have a better day tmr.. i certainly do.. i wont feel relieved until i submit my file.. omg... i made sure no one saw me cry..

my colleagues asked...

Nadiah are u ok?

i am fine.. why?

u dun seemed like urself today..

haha... so u see my day was pretty sucky and low.. during lunch hr, i talked to saad.. i called her.. not sure wat made me call her but i just felt like calling her.. before that, i was chatting with her online and told her that my fren faizah went for an interview at far east org.. i was happy to hear that but it suddenly made me think how jealous and upset of it.. haha... moment of truth, when lyd got the job at far east org.. i was so so jealous of her.. y? cos she got the job dere... and on top of that, linda is gonna work dere too.. u must be thinking how great is linda? just that i was closer to her than the rest was i guess.. and i tot maybe working together would be great.. haiz.. how pathetic am i.. den again, when i tot abt it, its unfair of me to feel that way, lyd's my fren and the least that i could do was to be happy for her... ryte? i tried so hard not to show a "plastic" smile.. i failed.. haha.. i tink she knew it too..

oh well, as i was saying.. i told saad that our grp of frens weren't as close as before and she said it probably started when lyd just shut us off except for linda during her transitional period... i said "yah maybe".. it was the time that got me angry and "betrayed".. haiz.. i told myself.. to hell with watever is happening.. i will just listen.. like im known for.. a good listener.. hehe.. listen and listen.. the frens whom i tot wont lose contact, slowly is.. so hu are the frens whom i can depend on? truly...

ok then, i will just end it here for today.. pls do take care alrite..

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saturday blues

haha. wat a dull and boring saturday it is.. i went to work in the morning and had lunch after that at tamp mall... nothing much to say just that i had a plain and dull saturday.. could have gone out but i chose not to.. well, simply bcos i have been gg out for the past few weeks... hehe.. so this weekend, i tot of staying at home..

didnt think it was gonna be this dull.. haha.. alrite then.. think i shall end this here for today.. take care everyone and njoy ur weekend.. haha...

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argh!!!!!!

argh....! im so tired of doing audit on this particular company... they are making me do so many things and im so angry at my self for not putting 100% into doing it.. haiz.. im sorrie.. today, for d 1st time since i started work.. i felt like giving up on the audit and just leave it aside.. how irresponsible can i get.. haiz.. its bad.. i was just doing my work and kept telling myself i can do it no matter how hard or easy it is.. seriously i had no motivation today.. totally lifeless or wateva feeling u can think of..

i have to constantly remind myself that im not an intern whr i can take my time doing my work.. i am a FULL TIME staff and that i certainly have DEADLINES to meet and prioritise whichever i must.. As i was doing my prayers, i asked God to give me the motivation for me to be able to do my work and shut off any disturbances or distractions ard me.. Argh!! im expected to go home late almost everyday up till June.. till the peak period is over.. : (

i miss skul so much and miss taking my time doing my work.. haha.. i miss skipping lectures or tutorials.. miss the FC6 food and most prominently i miss my classmates and friends.. i wana go njoy myself for a period of time.. i was deprived of it..

alrite then.. i wana go rest... gotta work tmr.. take care and njoy ur weekend..

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wedding bells

hey dere.. wedding bells are ringing.. hehe.. my boss's daughter is getting married in less than a month.. he gave me a very nice wedding card.. really nice.. wait i will take a pic of it and upload it ok? its just a very nice card and i bet its expensive.. haha.. oh anyway, that's abt all..

hmmm.. omg.. my mind is blank now.. really cant tink of anything to type.. just that im missing alot of my frens and part of me feels like galavanting till late at nite most of the days.. i rather be home late then early.. bad huh.. really it is, i know but i feel like being away from home.. haha.. dun tink im running away, nothing of that sort.. haiz.. dunno lah wat im thinking.. ok ok.. gotta go have my dinner.. take care..

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i made someone jealous today..

haha... had a pleasant day at work.. just that it was kinda hectic after lunch cos i had to prepare all the drafted FS and signing papers for the clients to sign... and guess wat.. it had to be sent by courier... yes... to Johor Bahru....lol.. anyway, it was fine after that.. haha..

oh yes.. as i wrote: i made someone jealous today... haha.. guess who.. KHAIRUN NISA.. yes.. she got SUPER jealous for 2 things... one was bcos SAAD came to kembangan and have lunch with me at the vietnamese stalls... who turned out to be her long distance relative.. haha.. small world.. yes.. another thing was that saad got a KISS on the cheek fom me before she left.. haha.. that made her jealous.. cool huh... i should that more often... hehe..no lah.. was just kidding nisa.. jgn marah ok? i PROMISE i will give u a kiss on ur cheek the next time we meet,... :) so dun worry be happy... eh u noe wat.. i tink i got a new lesbian partner.. she's nisa.. me and prev one had a silent break.. we just broke off like that.. sad but wat to do.. she's at lost not me!! HAHA..

met my love today after work and had bubble tea and japanese pancake.. simple and cheap.. hehe... he looked cute with his short hair.. oh well, he's doing the ARMY advertisement tomorrow.. no wonder cut hair and looking so cute and handsome.. oh wat the heck.. he alwaz handsome to me.. haha.. my love.. i love u so much.. muax!!

ok then... chiao! take care..

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wat a great lunar new yr!!

hey guys.. i had a great lunar new yr.. not that i went hse visiting but instead i went sentosa visiting with my love and his frens..hehe... yup.. had morning call at 7.30am from parzlin and left home at 9am to faezah's hse at bedok reservoir... we left faezah's hse mins after 10am and and fetched lin and arsyaf at serangoon.. after which fetched raffi at fernville.. haiz.. by then it was slightly after 11am.. and we are still not in sentosa.. oh ya.. we took faezah's van and omg... it was damn humid at the back.. it was humid and stuffy, couldnt feel the airc on and partly bcos of the weather.. haiz.. wondered when it was gonna rain..

we had to wait abt half hr just to arrive at the sentosa gate all bcos of the stupid jam.. and mind u its lunar new yr and so many pple are either gg sentosa or vivicity.. geez.. anyway, we went to tanjung beach whr i kinda hope it was pahlawan.. but anyway, a beach is still a beach.. haha... there were so many pple esp the "botol kitchup".. dunno wat happen suddenly see so many of them.. like as though all of em made plans to go sentosa together.. haha... not only that, there were also many dogs and their owners.. haiz... u noe what there was this f'**** dog, stopped in front of us and brush off his wet body.. u noe like how dogs alwaz do.. no offence to dog lovers but the dog was simply stupid.. haiz..

oh ya.. this i must say.. there were 3 guys and i must say they are quite strong guys lah.. as usual guys like to throw girls in the sea and they tried with me... half way, they gave up cos i was too heavy.... LOL LOL LOL.... how funny it was... then the girls were like.. "alah.. u guys are so weak... cant even carry her... " it reminded me of the time where the guys from my class tried carrying me and obviously they said the same thing... but amazingly all 6 carried me.. lol.. i guess i got heavier over the yrs.. haiz.. it took 3 strong guys to carry me.. hahahahahha... but FAILED...

anyway, after having fun at the beach, went to the new luge.. u noe whr u take the so called cart and then take the skyride.. its fun.. just that the cart thingy was a little too short.. haha.. but the skyride was amazing... u get to see the view of sg and it looks amazing when it was in the evening.. haha.. u guys should try.. we took the family deal which cost $40 for 8 persons. otherwise it would cost $8 per pax.. its really nice.. i dun mind gg there again.. maybe when i have the chance to, i might.. hehe...

oh well, other than that, nothing much...just went to labrador park to play uno and dai dee for a while.. den we head home cos some of them are working tmr.. hehe.. so basically, i was away from home for more than 12hrs .. tiring but enjoyable at the same time.. i loved it..

alrite then.. i shall end now and i will update again soon ok? take care and 2 days left.. cherish it.. muax!!

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its the start of e long weekend..

today's friday the 16th and its the start of the first and last long weekend.. haha.. i had a pretty slow morning at work and i lost my voice temporarily.. yup.. my throat was so damn painful and its like itching every now and then... haiz.. its irritating.. i wore kebaya to work and everyone was saying i look so sopan ... haha.. do i?? well, i cant help it if i do ryte? hmmm... anyway, i had porridge for lunch and i couldnt finish it.. haiz.. i apologise to the food for wasting.. felt bad but i just couldnt take in anymore.. i felt like vomiting.. oh well, this is wat u will face when ure not well... its ok.. just hang on dere... it will be over within days..

oh yes.. today my boss's daughter, fadhilah came and she's so damn friendly.. i like her already.. hehe.. she came to do some admin stuffs for her dad since she was not required to report to skul.. yup.. she's a relief teacher in dunno wat skul.. didnt ask her.. haha.. so clever of me.. she's waiting for her A level results and just slacking ard now i tink.. she sat beside me and was browsing thru this website whr we do online shopping.. hehehe... i got curious and so i went in too.. i saw some nice dresses and i really liked this pair od shoe which i tink i will get.. haha.. the prices are denominated in USD... so when converted its just abt 30 bucks.. haha.. cheap ryte? i am so gonna get something once my pay is in... lol.. fad, myself and firda(this temp staff) got so excited when browsing the website.. lol.. ive tot of wat to get and i tink i will get something for my grad ball.. just afraid of whether i can fit in or not.. hehehe..

ok lah.. i tink i better go off now.. gotta report strength.. hehe.. njoy ur weekend my dear friends, cherish it cos its ur last long weekend.. and to all my chinese frens Gong Xi Fai Cai.. till we mit again..

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wat a day

firstly, im on the brick of recovery from my fever, cough and sore throat.. yup.. i didnt go to work yesterday (14/2/07).. on valentine's day.. haha.. i was really having high fever and didnt have the appetite to eat.. oh well, that's wat u called SICK... hmmm.. when i went back to work.. i was still feeling weak and my head was feeling heavy.. wished it was heavy with lots and lots of knowledge rather than with sickness.. lol..

my day went on ok today and just started with another co to audit.. hehe.. this time ive got till end of next week to finish it up.. haiz.. another deadline.. dun give up nadiah.. i noe u can do it.. Aza aza fighting!! :)

i met my love today and we guess wat! i actually found out something shocking.. something that i culd never imagine.. haiz.. my fren's gf actually liked another guy.. and she's saying that she like both the guys.. SHE MUST BE NUTS... OMG... i was speechless and just said.. WAT GOES ARD, COMES ARD... i pray hard that me and my love would be together till the end of out time.. happily married, able to provide a better life for our future family, having kids of our own..haha.. and lastly growing old gracefully together.. its a little too far but it would be nice if it does come true..

alrite then.. i tink i shall end it here today.. u noe wat.. at this point of time.. i miss my poly frens.. so badly.. how i wish im in skul, happily studying with ur frens ard u.. working life is tough and tiring.. even more tiring than skul.. serious..

take care..

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just finished baking..

hey.. i am little tired.. just finished baking.. haha... baked macaroon for my sis cos she's got some charity thingy in skul tmr.. oh well actually i had some help from sis and her frens.. so..im not tired entirely due tothe baking.. guess tired of a hard day's work..

Finally i just finished my 1st task of audit.. haha...hurray...frankly, i tink i took too much time doing simple audit.. simple yet so SLOW... haiz.. gotten used to doing things slow eversince poly i tink.. no sense of urgency.. speaking of poly.. i had lunch dates with 2 of my poly frens. Yup.. nisa and saadiah aka saodah.. hehe.. surprising? obviously.. cos they came to Kembangan all the way from Admiralty and Sembawang.. Sanggup seh.. oh well, i promised i would treat em lunch.. well, actually only nisa but aiyah.. wats wrong with treating saad...? its ok.. i didnt mind..

So likewise i told em i would go down north one fine day... hehe.. i had a great time and nisa went for interview after dat.. HAHAHA... SHE GOT THE JOB... SYUKUR!!!!! saad wanted to go swimming but rained... so sad.. : ( i was hoping that east would rain but it didnt and i was like "FLAME ON" ... my body giving out heat and not getting any coldness.. Shit aircon.. not working.. really must complain..

haha.. midnite now and im feeling so shag.. im gg off now.. till we mit again ..

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first day..

hi.. today's the first day im using this blog.. hehe.. i have no idea why i wanted to start blogging.. maybe bcos i wanted to let pple noe of how im feeling and wat has been happening to me lately.. i used to write but laziness got over me and i came up with 1001 excuses not finding time to write.. haha.. as usual.. haiz.. well, im back to it and i hope i can go on blogging everyday now that i dun have to waste ink..hehe.. all i nid are my 10 semi-big fingers..

well, i should thnk KHAIRUN NISA for taking time to do the blog for me.. THNK U.. yup, i owe her lunch.. i will remember that.. btw, i had a great day at work, lots of laughter and everything went smoothly.. Alhamdullillah.. i was kinda worried that i might not be able to finish 90% of my audit.. yes.. im an audit assistant.. boring huh.. wat to do.. its the path i chose and i intend to stick to it.. hehe.. hopefully i can do my ACCA end of this yr..

i was asked this on my first day of work:
mgr: "what is ur ambition?"
me: hmmmm... i intend to be a Certified Public Accountant and if i have enough funds i will want to open up a CPA firm...

haha.. unbelievable ryte? yah.. i myself cant believe i said that.. it just came out of my mouth cos i culdnt tink of anything.. LOL.. oh well, hu noes if one day i really open up one.. if i do, i will make sure my employees get the proper benefits that will make them want to work for me and not under contract.. wow! kinda far sighted but its worth dreaming.. anybody willing to share this ambition of mine with me??

ok then.. i gtg.. to those hu have read this.. pls do take care and gud nite..

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