argh!!!!!!

argh....! im so tired of doing audit on this particular company... they are making me do so many things and im so angry at my self for not putting 100% into doing it.. haiz.. im sorrie.. today, for d 1st time since i started work.. i felt like giving up on the audit and just leave it aside.. how irresponsible can i get.. haiz.. its bad.. i was just doing my work and kept telling myself i can do it no matter how hard or easy it is.. seriously i had no motivation today.. totally lifeless or wateva feeling u can think of..

i have to constantly remind myself that im not an intern whr i can take my time doing my work.. i am a FULL TIME staff and that i certainly have DEADLINES to meet and prioritise whichever i must.. As i was doing my prayers, i asked God to give me the motivation for me to be able to do my work and shut off any disturbances or distractions ard me.. Argh!! im expected to go home late almost everyday up till June.. till the peak period is over.. : (

i miss skul so much and miss taking my time doing my work.. haha.. i miss skipping lectures or tutorials.. miss the FC6 food and most prominently i miss my classmates and friends.. i wana go njoy myself for a period of time.. i was deprived of it..

alrite then.. i wana go rest... gotta work tmr.. take care and njoy ur weekend..

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