tired.... so very tired... tired of going home 10pm everyday.. really i am.. its tiring my brain and body.. its not healthy for me neither is it for my family... i hardly see my family dis days.. miss em alot.. well, atmosphere in the office is bad this days.. i got screwed upside down.. controlled myself from being hurt and crying this days.. my heart turned to stone this days... but deep down it was not... it was merely cosmetic.. haha..

i was not seen in msn nor did i msg anyone.. till my frens tot i was really away on holiday.. haha.. i was really too busy and whr i was seated the past week does not allow me to sign in to msh cos both my mgr and boss can see wat i am doing.. really.. so dats y i was missing in action.. nowhr to be seen.. haiz.. peak period is almost over, so no matter how stressful it is, i must hang on ok??

anyway, i was watching "tuesdays with morrie" the movie.. my mgr borrowed from the library.. so we watched during lunch hour.. it was a short movie but very touching and sad.. u guys should read the book.. its better.. i cried watching that movie.. it reminded me of my dad.. during his last days.. wat he alwaz see during the day and night... practically everything.. i miss him so much... so very much.. he doesnt appear in my dreams anymore.. : ( missing my dad more this days.. haha.. im getting all teary ryte now.. sorrie.. i miss the father figure in my house..

oh ya.. forgot to say this... i got rejected for my ACCA scholarship.. haha.. now i dunno if im gonna register for the ACCA this year.. so... ive got just a few days to register for my ACCA.. i was actually quite hopeful abt getting the scholarship.. but den.. i didnt.. haha... nvm.. i can try again next yr i tink...

ok then pple.. i wish to end my blog here for today.. pls do take care and gud nite..


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