hey dere dear frens.... hmmm.. and so ive deleted the previous post of my blog... i tot this is my blog and i can type wateva i want...? i apologise to whoever was affected by my entry pervious... PRETEND U DIDNT READ ANY OF IT... FOR THOSE HU DIDNT READ.... ALL GOOD AND FINE... hmmm... ironically, after office hours, there were tears in my eyes... meaning i cried... which i seriously dunno why... now i noe why.. haha... it hurts so badly... why is it, even the closest frens can be the ones who hurt u the most when they are the ones who should noe u better... i certainly dun understand..

i was asked to edit my entry by dat someone... i better not say the name... or i will be hated again.. well, i got no excuse to sy why i didnt do it, i simply forgot and had many other things to worry abt than just an entry of my blog... nonetheless, i guess i have hurt other pple more then they hurt me... sorry... guess its best not to tell me anything or i will let the cat out of the bag and that whr i tot i was helping, i end up hurting that person... im just fit to keep very quiet... haha... i sound like somone i noe... but will end up wanting to noe everything... argh...

it hurts so badly... wats wrong in telling wat u told me? wat??? u noe he doesnt like to be kept in the dark, den why are u doing that exact same thing?? just tell him wat exactly that bothered u... yes he might not get the clear picture but den u actually told him wat u felt and im sure u will feel better... wat is said then, should hopefully end then... wat the heck ah...

ok ok.. i tink its best i better not say anything... i better not type too much,.. good nite and i shall catcha all later...

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