Changes

Changes..... Times have change.. So does people.. and so have i.. Change for the better i certainly

hope so.. Hahaha.. u must tink im a troubled girl who tinks too much.. yup.. i guess so.. in the

past, i dun care of wat happens to me and the surroundings.. circumstances made me be

otherwise.. i started to tink alot and worry over unnecessary things.. dat i actually didnt realise

i was doing that.. frens kept telling me i tink too much.. needless to say, i cant help it.. i was

taught to listen and tink with my brain.. hahaha.... and also to tink of wats right and wrong.. wat

i was not to follow and to follow..

u noe, as at this moment, i wish i could just shout and scream as loud as i can.. so

much emotions

in my heart, seems like ive got a story to tell.. haha.. frankly maybe, and maybe not..

u noe how

sometimes u just feel like crying without actually knowing why.. ?? well, if u have

ever felt that

way, yes u do noe wat im talking abt.. argh!!!!!!!! my brain is tired ryte now.. im gg to

slp soon

pple..

truly sorrie for making blabbering too much of sorrows.. gud nite and swt drims

pple...

take care...

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tired.... so very tired... tired of going home 10pm everyday.. really i am.. its tiring my brain and body.. its not healthy for me neither is it for my family... i hardly see my family dis days.. miss em alot.. well, atmosphere in the office is bad this days.. i got screwed upside down.. controlled myself from being hurt and crying this days.. my heart turned to stone this days... but deep down it was not... it was merely cosmetic.. haha..

i was not seen in msn nor did i msg anyone.. till my frens tot i was really away on holiday.. haha.. i was really too busy and whr i was seated the past week does not allow me to sign in to msh cos both my mgr and boss can see wat i am doing.. really.. so dats y i was missing in action.. nowhr to be seen.. haiz.. peak period is almost over, so no matter how stressful it is, i must hang on ok??

anyway, i was watching "tuesdays with morrie" the movie.. my mgr borrowed from the library.. so we watched during lunch hour.. it was a short movie but very touching and sad.. u guys should read the book.. its better.. i cried watching that movie.. it reminded me of my dad.. during his last days.. wat he alwaz see during the day and night... practically everything.. i miss him so much... so very much.. he doesnt appear in my dreams anymore.. : ( missing my dad more this days.. haha.. im getting all teary ryte now.. sorrie.. i miss the father figure in my house..

oh ya.. forgot to say this... i got rejected for my ACCA scholarship.. haha.. now i dunno if im gonna register for the ACCA this year.. so... ive got just a few days to register for my ACCA.. i was actually quite hopeful abt getting the scholarship.. but den.. i didnt.. haha... nvm.. i can try again next yr i tink...

ok then pple.. i wish to end my blog here for today.. pls do take care and gud nite..


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hi.... here i am blogging and listening to the song "' Perfect" by... alamak i forgot hu sang it... hehe... being played on the radio... haha.. still in the office and doing my last audit work... haha.. really.. hopefully dun have any work after this.. den i can shake leg in the office.. hahaha... i wish ah,.. unless im the owner of the company den i shake my leg for as long as i want to... and just order ard my employees to do the work... lol...


anyway, just an hr ago.. a friend of mine asked me to apply a job at the big four... yup... its a pretty good offer actually.. i dun mind.. i tot of trying actually.. haha.. but den again im not sure if my contract at the moment permits me to leave without having me breaching the terms.. oh well, i have to check on that first... in the meantime, i will just try applying ok... ?? thnx dear friend... u noe hu u are...


my day was pretty much ok.. kinda hectic a little... haha.. since the CEO personal assistant on MC, i became the temporary PA .. haha..just for today... well, didnt have to do much.. just make drinks, buy lunch for him.. lol... haha... other than that, it went ok... just wana finish my audit and this client of mine is so hard to get thru... haiz.. make my life as an auditor difficult only.. so this will be my last job as the GRAVE auditor... FINALLY...

alrite then pple.. gotta get back to my work.. staying up till 10pm again today... wat to do... ok then.. catcha another time pple... miss u all..


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Lunch out with the young ones...

Hi... For the past few days over the week, ive been having lunch out of office with the young colleagues... haha.. well, mainly the interns.. its nice having lunch with them and as much as possible i tink they would want to have lunch out of office rather than lunching in... hmmm... we wished if only lunch is 2hrs... den we would have ample time to go somewhr further than just in Jln Masjid... hahaha.. anyway, a colleague of mine tot of leaving the co and so did i.. wats my reason of leaving..? passion.. im losing my passion in doing solely accounts or audit... yup, slowly.. which its pretty hard to get back.. months and probably years... i certainly hope not too long.. i dunno.. pple have been asking me if i do love accountancy... previously i would say "Yes, of course i do...." Now....... its hard to say "Yes".. deep down, i noe i have it. Kinda time consuming to dig it up again... haha... nonetheless, i am willing to wait.. I hope i can get it back when i start my ACCA later in July... I do want to do my ACCA and have a very stable job in years to come.. Seriously i do..



Anyway, back to whr i was... hmmm.. so my colleague and i tot of tendering sometime next month.. However, we have to re-confirm on the terms of our contract.. haha... till then our decision to leave is pretty much certain.. Now, is the time for me to look for jobs... a better one whr i noe i can learn alot more things and slowly go up the corporate ladder..



Ok then, more updates on that later on ok pple... do take care and hope u guys have a pleasant week ahead... Miss u all and Muax!!!!



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Sunday, 3 June 2007....



A day spent resting... haha.. met my polymates yesterday at woodlands.. for a game of badminton.. must be thinking why all the way dere... nvm lah.. still within sg.. anyway, met em at 145pm and played till abt 4pm.. so now, my body and right arm is aching pretty badly.. haha.. the long awaiting game of badminton is finally fulfilled... hehe... oh well, i had fun and planned to play it another day.. this time round, at Tampines.... Yahoo... den u noe wat.. tot of bathing at the stadium shower rm but it was occupied... haiz.. by the stupid soccer guys... so couldnt bathe.. i was all sticky when i met my love.. haha.. but i did shampoo my hair.. ok, met my love at bugis.. had late lunch and just walked ard... after much walking.. went home.. it was the earliest i went home.. on saturdays.. haha...


So today was just a resting day.. simply great.. haha.. alrite then, do take care and hope u guys have a great work week ahead...



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It takes a minute to like someone, and hour to love someone, but to forget someone takes a life time.

Before you hurt others, Hurt yourself first. It will make you wise. Before you love yourself,Try to love others first. It will make you perfect.
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Love.... wats the definition of it, really? i really dun quite know.. Why is it that sometimes it can make u happy and there would be times it hurts u so badly... ? Is it all part and parcel of life? You gain some, u lose some.. It hurts to lose someone u love dearly, hoping that it could last... Maybe you have even tot that he/she could the the ONE for u.. Well, like some would say... Fate lies in the hands of the Almighty... If u're meant to be together till the end of time, den it shall be... No other words can console the broken heart.. Life have to move on no matter how much it hurts , truly... im not an expert in love or relationships... No one is i tink.. Still learning as each day passes by...

To my fren who lost someone she loves so dearly, i am sorry things have to work out this way for you... However, when one doesnt feel the same way as before, one might as well give it up rather than let it prolong before ure hurt even more. Yes, its a shame after being together for almost 6yrs, this has to happen... I sympathise.. Nonetheless, should u guys are meant to be together, let it come naturally and not be forced.. Please be strong my dear... I know no words i say right now can console ur broken heart... I am sorry... Should u nid someone to listen, my pair of ears, mine is available.. so long as i can still hear and listen, i will.. take care and love u dear...

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Haha... finally get to blog while at work.. i shall tell u how im feeling ryte now....BORED...... yup, damn bored and restless... dunno why but i tink the fact that tmr is the start of the weekend is partly why i am like this... haiz.. u noe i was chatting with my frens earlier and we were chatting abt wat happen to our fren.. she became a witch.. lol.. cruel word? but true... she became from good-bad-worse.... that's really bad and u noe.. i was telling myself.. this is the first time, if i were to bump into a fren outside, i will run and hide... yes... i will in this case... i really dun wish to see her wat more keep in contact.. im angry that she will go this extra mile to do such unforgivable thing... never have i tot she would do this... but then again, when i tink abt it, she's capable of doing such things... cos y?? she has ever mention such things to us... haha...


i must say, she look like a sweet,lovable girl... but inside, she's got a very black heart and now she doesn't have that shine in her... really... im sorry to say this abt a fren of mine.. but let this be an advise to all... no matter how close you are with ur frens... alwaz be careful.. never be too naive of ur surroundings.. things may not look like it seems... really... its a cruel world out dere and pple alwaz say... never trust anyone but urself... For those whom ur frens trust, the worst thing to do, is to betray that trust... To have frens are easy, to lose one is also easy but to maintain that friendship is difficult... so bear this in mind... be careful cos i certainly dun wana hear any of my frens being a victim of what others did to u...


ok then, back to work... do take care and have a pleasant friday...


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