Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry

You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you

Tell you I need you

Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets

And ask me your questions

Oh let's go back to the start

Running in circles

Coming up tails

Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy

It's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing

At numbers and figures

Pulling your puzzles apart

Questions of science

Science and progress

Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me

Come back and haunt me

Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles

Chasing our tails

Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy

Oh it's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be so hard

I'm going back to the start

Kisses, hugs, and holding hands.

going on dates and making plans.

breaking the rules and falling in love.

these are the things that love is made of.

to me, that definition just doesn't seem right.

our love isn't laid out in black and white.

our love runs deeper than that, our love means more.

our love is exactly the kind of love I've been looking for.

its the inside jokes and sleepless nights,

that warm feeling I get knowing everything's gonna be alright.

its all the cute nicknames and fun things that we do

its all of these and more that make me love you.

All of these things are great, and don't get me wrong,

Without them I probably wouldn't feel as strong,

But what makes me wonder, and gets me the most

Is the way I feel when your holding me close

And how every time our lips interlace,

a crooked little smile spreads across my face.

love always, darling..

Well, this poem is not written by me... Just one i picked from the internet... I've never written a poem and not good at it... haha... anyway, i picked it cos it was sweet & it true to how i feel... dats all... i hope my love likes it and i miss him so dearly...

U Dun Need A Reason To Love...

It just comes from your heart..

Bear this in mind.. Do u really nid a reason to love someone...?

Today is saturday... usually a day to go out and njoy ur weekend after a long week of hardwork... go watch movie, hang out with frens or loved ones, have a simple nice lunch and dinner.. anything else that comes to mind.. hehe... anyway, that supposedly happening day, was not one for me.. haha.. i didnt go out.. suppose to go out with mom but she got lazy.. haiz.. wateva lah.. hmmm.. so it was..

i would i had a great thursday & friday... well, on thurs i didnt have a great day but a great nite... i met my some of my classmates on thurs nite to collect my grad attire... it was raining and i took a cab to the place at serangoon road.. yup... after which we went to adam's corner to have our seafood dinner.. it costs abt 84+.. haha... quite ex huh.. but was worth it.. lol.. hmmm.. we obviously had our own small talks.. nothing's changed.. haha.. oh ya... saad told me that lyd confessed she broke up with naz.. well, technically she did.. linda confessed on behalf.. haha.. i asked saad wat they did that day and i realised she was talking to me half-hearted... like usual i saw everything thru her facial expressions.. haha.. so i den shut up... linda was pretty upset with me for not coming.. cos she tinks im still pretty upset abt lyd's thingy.. hmm... its quite true actually.. im not angry at wat she did but i was still disappointed cos like wat a fren of mine quoted... NEVER BE TOO PROUD OF UR LOVED ONES, COS WHEN THEY DISAPPOINT U, U'LL BE TRULY HURT... so that's how i felt.. haha... i now realise that.. oh wat the heck... ahh... another thing.. i found out saad went mos on good friday.. kinda shocked to hear it and disappointed but den again its her decision.. she's old enuff to think.. funny thing is she said that she felt guilty saying it to me cos y? RESPECT... haha.. i tink was bcos she was afraid of wat i will say to make her feel that way.. dunno lah... if it was den im thankful for having her respect me.. truly.. den again.. she went and got back home.. just hope she doesnt do it too often... though it was just for fun.. dun want anything bad to happen b4 its too late.. losing trust & respect is something that its hard to get back...

oh yes.. i met the same pple yesterday and we watched a late nite movie.. the reaping.. omg, it's not worth watching and i totally find it quite ridiculous.. ridiciously nice.. haha.. taqi joined us and i tot of hanging out after the movie but den some wanted to go home.. haiz.. i tot since i dun usually get to hang out till so late in the morn.. i might as well make use of this "chance".. den again, i couldn't let ee ling go home alone and bare the cab cost alone ryte.. so we went home and i reached home at 2plus.. though i met my frens pretty late but it was worth meeting them.. yes it was indeed.. thank you guys for meeting up and i cant wait to see u guys again during the convocation on 22nd May.. do take care my frens...

till we meet again... ciao... muaz!!

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Happy 62mths Anniversary to my dear... well, it was yesterday.. 9 April 2007.. yup.. 62 mths = 5 yrs 2 mths... haha... its been a great 62mths with my love... obviously dere were ups & downs.. that's how realtionship should be i tink... anyway, i njoyed every little time i get to spend with my love and pple often ask me... do u see him being ur future husband? hmmm.... i replied i do.. while on the other hand... pple are saying "ure young, there is still time to explore..." which im not sure in wat context they are telling me there's time to explore... haha.... nonetheless, i do see him as my future husband, which is why i am so afraid of wats to become of me if we don't... in other words, i cant imagine wats gonna happen... :/ oh well, im thinking too much again... haha...

ok, now how was my day? it was frustrating and really testing my patience... my stupid comp kept on hanging and the server was damn slow.... haiz... really it was... SLOW AND STEADY they call it... but pls... not when ive got deadlines to meet... den my manager keep asking me "when can i have the file, nadiah? omg... another very naggy mgr.... shit man... i really hope i can finish my job as soon as possible.... haiz.. i dunno when will the company change their bloddy microsoft and the whole bloody system... its terrible... im so used to the fast and furious but now i got the slow & steady... wasting my bloody time ah... they say time is $$$ but in my case, time is precious.... lol...

alrite then, do take care and cant wait to see my classmates soon.... im gonna collect my graduation gown soon.... cool... ok, nite nite and swt drims...

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Happy 62mths Anniversary to my dear... well, it was yesterday.. 9 April 2007.. yup.. 62 mths = 5 yrs 2 mths... haha... its been a great 62mths with my love... obviously dere were ups & downs.. that's how realtionship should be i tink... anyway, i njoyed every little time i get to spend with my love and pple often ask me... do u see him being ur future husband? hmmm.... i replied i do.. while on the other hand... pple are saying "ure young, there is still time to explore..." which im not sure in wat context they are telling me there's time to explore... haha.... nonetheless, i do see him as my future husband, which is why i am so afraid of wats to become of me if we don't... in other words, i cant imagine wats gonna happen... :/ oh well, im thinking too much again... haha...

ok, now how was my day? it was frustrating and really testing my patience... my stupid comp kept on hanging and the server was damn slow.... haiz... really it was... SLOW AND STEADY they call it... but pls... not when ive got deadlines to meet... den my manager keep asking me "when can i have the file, nadiah? omg... another very naggy mgr.... shit man... i really hope i can finish my job as soon as possible.... haiz.. i dunno when will the company change their bloddy microsoft and the whole bloody system... its terrible... im so used to the fast and furious but now i got the slow & steady... wasting my bloody time ah... they say time is $$$ but in my case, time is precious.... lol...

alrite then, do take care and cant wait to see my classmates soon.... im gonna collect my graduation gown soon.... cool... ok, nite nite and swt drims...

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heyo... how have everyone been? great? ive been stressful and tired as usual... haha... so far, my week on ok... i was scolded and after which everything went ok.. finally finished the big audit which i had to go thru so much... haha... phew!! ok ok... no more abt work.. how was ur long weekend so far? mine was ok... spending more time at home with mom, bro and sis... hehe... furthermore, my love not ard.. he's having his 2 week stay in period.. yup... this time is 2 weeks.. haha.. miss him pretty badly... miss almost everything abt him...

anyway, i was suppose to go out with my usual clan of frens to celebrate linda's bday.. i didnt go cos basically i was kinda lazy due to whatever plans i had today... it was initially on friday but they later postpone to today... haiz.. hmmmm.... i told linda i will make it up to her and dat i myself not sure when.. haha... hmm hope she had a great day yesterday and today with the rest..

ok then, that's abt all for tonite... hope u guys have a great work week ahead.... hehe... nite nite... : )

omg... wat a lousy day i had... today i kena scolding.. haiz... really reflected on my knowledge of accounting and made me tink if accounting is really wat im good at.. it really daunt on me.. should i register for the acca or should i just let it slide.. haiz... wat is it that i am good at? wat?? good for nothing.. i tink the best is to be a HOMEMAKER.. lol.. full time and i would defintiely be good at it.. haha...

i cried in the office and it was not bcos i got scolded but more of my performance... how i did the audit.. haiz.. it was my fault and that i wont deny.. it was... just that it was really painful to hear the truth from another.. if u noe wat i mean.. hmmmm.... after that i just told myself nvm... it will be better soon.. dun give up no matter wat.. and wat's worse was that, my head was spinning and i felt like fainting and that my legs were giving way... really..

alrite... i tink i shall just end it here.. my head is painful and i just want to lie down and slp.. gud nite everyone and swt drims.. take care... muax!!

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