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Hmm... 12 days exactly before I start to have fresh new memories in a new place far from whr I was for the past 22 years.. hehe.. Yup, moving out of tampines st 41 dis coming 1st dec.. How fast time actually flies and im dragging the day, dun wish for the time to come... oh well, guess having to move does mean something.. Hopefully something better... InsyaAllah.. Anyway, it all abt adjusting.. Time will tell... ryte??

Still no news from HDB.. Wonder if my appeal is approved or not.. I really hope the response will told soon.. Otherwise Ive got no home again.. Hahaha... Btw, I wana thnk my darling frens.. hu noe hu u are.. I thnk u from the bottom of my heart for caring, worrying abt me that much, to the extend of finding me a solution to my problem.. Really... I thnk u guys so much.. Nonetheless, I am sorry for making u guys worry.. Just nid ur prayers, so that my HDB appeal will get thru and that I manage to find a hse that is within our budget,....

Alrite.. other than the moving news, everything else went fine.. Oh ya.. u noe.. a fren of mine made me pissed today... Well, he got married i tink 2 weeks ago and I was invited.. Nonetheless, I couldnt attend due to something urgent that happened.. My mom fell ill ... Ok, my mistake for not msging him but wat got me pissed was that he tot I was giving all sorts of excuses and said "WHAT COULD BE MORE IMPORTANT THAN ME??" COULDN'T I JUST DROP BY FOR A FEW MINS?? ITS NOT AS IF IM GETTING MARRIED EVERY YEAR.. OMG..... I was so mad.. Anyways, I just couldnt be too bothered with him.. so I gave a piece of my mind.. Hahaha... serve him ryte...

Haiz.. such pple is just so inconsiderate.. Sad to hear such pple existed.. hahaa... World... Ok then, I tink I shall just end it here for today.. Shall try update again soon... hang in dere..


nadz...

wow,... its been 3months...

3 months since i last blogged.. hahaha... guess during these 3 mths, i wanted to just give up on blogging... haha.. really.. well, just 2 give on a short update since there are just too many events for me to type....



My family and I have been gg thru alot of rough times lately. Really everything that I wanted to do, had to be put on hold. I gotta priotise my family commitments. To cut things short, Ive already sold my house .. erm.. forgot wat date exactly... but it was sometime in september. It was enuff to pay the remaining loan of my house. Due to that, I will have to downgrade to a small sq area and this time the house will be under my name. Well, im the co owner.. Hahaha....

But this unconsiderate buyer of mine.. U know we have to go thru like 3 appointments with the hdb, of which at the last appt we have to hand over the keys. So mine is actually somewhr mid dec... but this buyer of mine wants to move in early dec cos she has to move out of hers before that... So which means, she has got no HOUSE.... So does it concern me?? NOOOO..............Why should I care if she has a house to live in or not?? But then, i dun want to seem like the one with no heart.. Nvm... So, now im technically HOMELESS.... Ive got nowhr to go and still looking out for one, in the meantime a hse for rental... Guess wat.. My house has to be vacant before 7th Dec which is in less than a month... Argh.... I really dunno how I should feel.. I sure am gonna miss Tampines st 41 whr ive been living at for 22 years of my living life.. haha.... Haiz.. Due to circumstances, I might have to move to the north - provided I can one there... hehehe... so my frens who are staying in the north , dun get ur hopes too high... not yet... : )

Hmm... one more story, there's this 17 yr old colleague of mine... She's really immature and ya ya papaya... haiz.. Can u believe it... she says she doesnt want to continue studying cos she has finished skul... haha... omg... she sure is gonna regret later if she doesnt continue.. ok nvm... she doesnt know how to use excel, word... OMG.... the basics of Microsoft Office... hahaha.... Unbelievable... Haiz...s he tinks she damn pretty lor... takleh tahan... her foundation damn thick lor... aiyah.. actually got more to say but too long to mention.. Must see my facial expression... Haiz..

U noe.. there are like so many things happening in my office - no aircon lah, server down lah... blah blah.... Recently, my co did a server maintenance... so many of my files missing and the accg software also gone... so are my contacts in my outlook... argh... Frust..... tormenting period.. ok.. den.. at the same time renovation to our so called bldg toilet was gg on... It was only ready just last week... Den thinking it was ok now that everything is new, NOOO.... the ladies got chocked lah... twice it happened... there was volcano eruption of the feaces.. haiz.. ladies really problematic.. no offence.. I agree sometimes.. Another thing, jsut yesterday... the handicapped toilet got choked and guess wat... there was another VOLCANO eruption... this time is damn bad... the liquid thingy flowed to ryte at my off doorstep... Yucks..... Smelly.. everything u can think of.. haha... Sorry but I just wanted to tell wat happened... haiz... ok then.. I tink enuff story telling for now... I will update soon...

Oh ya.. I went out with saad last fri.. it was a last minute thingy... but i njoyed myself.. we had fun telling stories and... she bought me an Espirit bag.. very very sweeett of her.. hahaa... Oh yes... our dinner was ok but the place was a little too pricey.... Ist and last time I am gg dere...

Btw, everything else is ok.. Cheers... : ) take care.. miss ya...

sigh....

omg.... a month plus since i last update.... haha... been busy, lazy and i tot it was just a waste of time.. yah.. i haven been myself lately.. well, here i am again saying ive had too much on my mind.. i cry alot this days otherwise, my heart would hurt badly... my heart hurts and so will my brain............. Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Somebody help me...!! No one could actually... haha... I am not as strong as i tink i am... Looking cheerful on the outside, but very very fragile on the inside..



Sorry guys... I tink im gonna end it here... I will tell u guys when i feel much much better... dun worry im not under depression... i dun go round looking sad or lost... still kinda aware of my surroundings... hahahahaha....


will update again soon dearest.... take care... muax!!!!!!!!!! love and miss ya much.... : )

heyo... sorrie have been updating... been quite busy lately.. i can no longer go in msn during office hrs.. i will not be sitting at my usual place whr it pretty secluded from the rest.. haha.. now my new place is pretty cramp and wat i do pple can see...

ive been transferred to accounts and i am now handling the co's accounts.. omg.. it sounds big.. but surely nothing too big but just more work.. really.. handling 5 accounts and doing reconciliation, inter-co accounts.. omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really dunno whr to start.. oh ya.. i now gotta learn the co's accounting software.. PEACHTREE.... haha..

so i apologise for not updating and going in msn this days.. anyway, ive been gg home late lately... 10 almost everyday... tiring and restless also.. my own comp also gave up.. haiz.. dunno wat else to say... too much office politics, arrogance.. self-centeredness... omg... so much i can say and yes.. ryte now.. pple are leaving.. haha... it will be a ghost town by the end of the month..

here i am stuck for 2 bloody years.. haha... ok den.. i shall continue another day.. cant wait to go for a massage someday...


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heyo... morning... wah.. first time im blogging in the early morning.. haha.. dats because i am at work... not to do any audit but to help out for the registration of the financial planning seminar.. yup.. today is the 2nd last day for the discounted price.... its 11+ and yet not many pple has come to make the payment. im tired, my body id aching and my nose has not stop running.. signs of me gonna be sick and somehow i just dun feel great today..

i will have to be here till 5pm in the evening.. dunno do wat.. haha... wait for pple to come and pay.. ok den.. i simply dunno wat to say and i tink i will update again soon ok.... take care all and njoy ur sunday before heading to work tmr... sianz......




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Changes

Changes..... Times have change.. So does people.. and so have i.. Change for the better i certainly

hope so.. Hahaha.. u must tink im a troubled girl who tinks too much.. yup.. i guess so.. in the

past, i dun care of wat happens to me and the surroundings.. circumstances made me be

otherwise.. i started to tink alot and worry over unnecessary things.. dat i actually didnt realise

i was doing that.. frens kept telling me i tink too much.. needless to say, i cant help it.. i was

taught to listen and tink with my brain.. hahaha.... and also to tink of wats right and wrong.. wat

i was not to follow and to follow..

u noe, as at this moment, i wish i could just shout and scream as loud as i can.. so

much emotions

in my heart, seems like ive got a story to tell.. haha.. frankly maybe, and maybe not..

u noe how

sometimes u just feel like crying without actually knowing why.. ?? well, if u have

ever felt that

way, yes u do noe wat im talking abt.. argh!!!!!!!! my brain is tired ryte now.. im gg to

slp soon

pple..

truly sorrie for making blabbering too much of sorrows.. gud nite and swt drims

pple...

take care...

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tired.... so very tired... tired of going home 10pm everyday.. really i am.. its tiring my brain and body.. its not healthy for me neither is it for my family... i hardly see my family dis days.. miss em alot.. well, atmosphere in the office is bad this days.. i got screwed upside down.. controlled myself from being hurt and crying this days.. my heart turned to stone this days... but deep down it was not... it was merely cosmetic.. haha..

i was not seen in msn nor did i msg anyone.. till my frens tot i was really away on holiday.. haha.. i was really too busy and whr i was seated the past week does not allow me to sign in to msh cos both my mgr and boss can see wat i am doing.. really.. so dats y i was missing in action.. nowhr to be seen.. haiz.. peak period is almost over, so no matter how stressful it is, i must hang on ok??

anyway, i was watching "tuesdays with morrie" the movie.. my mgr borrowed from the library.. so we watched during lunch hour.. it was a short movie but very touching and sad.. u guys should read the book.. its better.. i cried watching that movie.. it reminded me of my dad.. during his last days.. wat he alwaz see during the day and night... practically everything.. i miss him so much... so very much.. he doesnt appear in my dreams anymore.. : ( missing my dad more this days.. haha.. im getting all teary ryte now.. sorrie.. i miss the father figure in my house..

oh ya.. forgot to say this... i got rejected for my ACCA scholarship.. haha.. now i dunno if im gonna register for the ACCA this year.. so... ive got just a few days to register for my ACCA.. i was actually quite hopeful abt getting the scholarship.. but den.. i didnt.. haha... nvm.. i can try again next yr i tink...

ok then pple.. i wish to end my blog here for today.. pls do take care and gud nite..


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