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2007-11-19T23:03:00.000+08:00

Hmm... 12 days exactly before I start to have fresh new memories in a new place far from whr I was for the past 22 years.. hehe.. Yup, moving out of tampines st 41 dis coming 1st dec.. How fast time actually flies and im dragging the day, dun wish for the time to come... oh well, guess having to move does mean something.. Hopefully something better... InsyaAllah.. Anyway, it all abt adjusting.. Time will tell... ryte??

Still no news from HDB.. Wonder if my appeal is approved or not.. I really hope the response will told soon.. Otherwise Ive got no home again.. Hahaha... Btw, I wana thnk my darling frens.. hu noe hu u are.. I thnk u from the bottom of my heart for caring, worrying abt me that much, to the extend of finding me a solution to my problem.. Really... I thnk u guys so much.. Nonetheless, I am sorry for making u guys worry.. Just nid ur prayers, so that my HDB appeal will get thru and that I manage to find a hse that is within our budget,....

Alrite.. other than the moving news, everything else went fine.. Oh ya.. u noe.. a fren of mine made me pissed today... Well, he got married i tink 2 weeks ago and I was invited.. Nonetheless, I couldnt attend due to something urgent that happened.. My mom fell ill ... Ok, my mistake for not msging him but wat got me pissed was that he tot I was giving all sorts of excuses and said "WHAT COULD BE MORE IMPORTANT THAN ME??" COULDN'T I JUST DROP BY FOR A FEW MINS?? ITS NOT AS IF IM GETTING MARRIED EVERY YEAR.. OMG..... I was so mad.. Anyways, I just couldnt be too bothered with him.. so I gave a piece of my mind.. Hahaha... serve him ryte...

Haiz.. such pple is just so inconsiderate.. Sad to hear such pple existed.. hahaa... World... Ok then, I tink I shall just end it here for today.. Shall try update again soon... hang in dere..

nadz...

wow,... its been 3months...

2007-11-11T03:16:00.000+08:00

3 months since i last blogged.. hahaha... guess during these 3 mths, i wanted to just give up on blogging... haha.. really.. well, just 2 give on a short update since there are just too many events for me to type....

My family and I have been gg thru alot of rough times lately. Really everything that I wanted to do, had to be put on hold. I gotta priotise my family commitments. To cut things short, Ive already sold my house .. erm.. forgot wat date exactly... but it was sometime in september. It was enuff to pay the remaining loan of my house. Due to that, I will have to downgrade to a small sq area and this time the house will be under my name. Well, im the co owner.. Hahaha....

But this unconsiderate buyer of mine.. U know we have to go thru like 3 appointments with the hdb, of which at the last appt we have to hand over the keys. So mine is actually somewhr mid dec... but this buyer of mine wants to move in early dec cos she has to move out of hers before that... So which means, she has got no HOUSE.... So does it concern me?? NOOOO..............Why should I care if she has a house to live in or not?? But then, i dun want to seem like the one with no heart.. Nvm... So, now im technically HOMELESS.... Ive got nowhr to go and still looking out for one, in the meantime a hse for rental... Guess wat.. My house has to be vacant before 7th Dec which is in less than a month... Argh.... I really dunno how I should feel.. I sure am gonna miss Tampines st 41 whr ive been living at for 22 years of my living life.. haha.... Haiz.. Due to circumstances, I might have to move to the north - provided I can one there... hehehe... so my frens who are staying in the north , dun get ur hopes too high... not yet... : )

Hmm... one more story, there's this 17 yr old colleague of mine... She's really immature and ya ya papaya... haiz.. Can u believe it... she says she doesnt want to continue studying cos she has finished skul... haha... omg... she sure is gonna regret later if she doesnt continue.. ok nvm... she doesnt know how to use excel, word... OMG.... the basics of Microsoft Office... hahaha.... Unbelievable... Haiz...s he tinks she damn pretty lor... takleh tahan... her foundation damn thick lor... aiyah.. actually got more to say but too long to mention.. Must see my facial expression... Haiz..

U noe.. there are like so many things happening in my office - no aircon lah, server down lah... blah blah.... Recently, my co did a server maintenance... so many of my files missing and the accg software also gone... so are my contacts in my outlook... argh... Frust..... tormenting period.. ok.. den.. at the same time renovation to our so called bldg toilet was gg on... It was only ready just last week... Den thinking it was ok now that everything is new, NOOO.... the ladies got chocked lah... twice it happened... there was volcano eruption of the feaces.. haiz.. ladies really problematic.. no offence.. I agree sometimes.. Another thing, jsut yesterday... the handicapped toilet got choked and guess wat... there was another VOLCANO eruption... this time is damn bad... the liquid thingy flowed to ryte at my off doorstep... Yucks..... Smelly.. everything u can think of.. haha... Sorry but I just wanted to tell wat happened... haiz... ok then.. I tink enuff story telling for now... I will update soon...

Oh ya.. I went out with saad last fri.. it was a last minute thingy... but i njoyed myself.. we had fun telling stories and... she bought me an Espirit bag.. very very sweeett of her.. hahaa... Oh yes... our dinner was ok but the place was a little too pricey.... Ist and last time I am gg dere...

Btw, everything else is ok.. Cheers... : ) take care.. miss ya...

sigh....

2007-08-27T22:06:00.000+08:00

omg.... a month plus since i last update.... haha... been busy, lazy and i tot it was just a waste of time.. yah.. i haven been myself lately.. well, here i am again saying ive had too much on my mind.. i cry alot this days otherwise, my heart would hurt badly... my heart hurts and so will my brain............. Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Somebody help me...!! No one could actually... haha... I am not as strong as i tink i am... Looking cheerful on the outside, but very very fragile on the inside..

Sorry guys... I tink im gonna end it here... I will tell u guys when i feel much much better... dun worry im not under depression... i dun go round looking sad or lost... still kinda aware of my surroundings... hahahahaha....

will update again soon dearest.... take care... muax!!!!!!!!!! love and miss ya much.... : )

2007-07-05T22:08:00.000+08:00

heyo... sorrie have been updating... been quite busy lately.. i can no longer go in msn during office hrs.. i will not be sitting at my usual place whr it pretty secluded from the rest.. haha.. now my new place is pretty cramp and wat i do pple can see...

ive been transferred to accounts and i am now handling the co's accounts.. omg.. it sounds big.. but surely nothing too big but just more work.. really.. handling 5 accounts and doing reconciliation, inter-co accounts.. omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really dunno whr to start.. oh ya.. i now gotta learn the co's accounting software.. PEACHTREE.... haha..

so i apologise for not updating and going in msn this days.. anyway, ive been gg home late lately... 10 almost everyday... tiring and restless also.. my own comp also gave up.. haiz.. dunno wat else to say... too much office politics, arrogance.. self-centeredness... omg... so much i can say and yes.. ryte now.. pple are leaving.. haha... it will be a ghost town by the end of the month..

here i am stuck for 2 bloody years.. haha... ok den.. i shall continue another day.. cant wait to go for a massage someday...

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2007-07-01T11:16:00.000+08:00

heyo... morning... wah.. first time im blogging in the early morning.. haha.. dats because i am at work... not to do any audit but to help out for the registration of the financial planning seminar.. yup.. today is the 2nd last day for the discounted price.... its 11+ and yet not many pple has come to make the payment. im tired, my body id aching and my nose has not stop running.. signs of me gonna be sick and somehow i just dun feel great today..

i will have to be here till 5pm in the evening.. dunno do wat.. haha... wait for pple to come and pay.. ok den.. i simply dunno wat to say and i tink i will update again soon ok.... take care all and njoy ur sunday before heading to work tmr... sianz......

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Changes

2007-06-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

Changes..... Times have change.. So does people.. and so have i.. Change for the better i certainly

hope so.. Hahaha.. u must tink im a troubled girl who tinks too much.. yup.. i guess so.. in the

past, i dun care of wat happens to me and the surroundings.. circumstances made me be

otherwise.. i started to tink alot and worry over unnecessary things.. dat i actually didnt realise

i was doing that.. frens kept telling me i tink too much.. needless to say, i cant help it.. i was

taught to listen and tink with my brain.. hahaha.... and also to tink of wats right and wrong.. wat

i was not to follow and to follow..

u noe, as at this moment, i wish i could just shout and scream as loud as i can.. so

much emotions

in my heart, seems like ive got a story to tell.. haha.. frankly maybe, and maybe not..

u noe how

sometimes u just feel like crying without actually knowing why.. ?? well, if u have

ever felt that

way, yes u do noe wat im talking abt.. argh!!!!!!!! my brain is tired ryte now.. im gg to

slp soon

pple..

truly sorrie for making blabbering too much of sorrows.. gud nite and swt drims

pple...

take care...

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2007-06-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

tired.... so very tired... tired of going home 10pm everyday.. really i am.. its tiring my brain and body.. its not healthy for me neither is it for my family... i hardly see my family dis days.. miss em alot.. well, atmosphere in the office is bad this days.. i got screwed upside down.. controlled myself from being hurt and crying this days.. my heart turned to stone this days... but deep down it was not... it was merely cosmetic.. haha..

i was not seen in msn nor did i msg anyone.. till my frens tot i was really away on holiday.. haha.. i was really too busy and whr i was seated the past week does not allow me to sign in to msh cos both my mgr and boss can see wat i am doing.. really.. so dats y i was missing in action.. nowhr to be seen.. haiz.. peak period is almost over, so no matter how stressful it is, i must hang on ok??

anyway, i was watching "tuesdays with morrie" the movie.. my mgr borrowed from the library.. so we watched during lunch hour.. it was a short movie but very touching and sad.. u guys should read the book.. its better.. i cried watching that movie.. it reminded me of my dad.. during his last days.. wat he alwaz see during the day and night... practically everything.. i miss him so much... so very much.. he doesnt appear in my dreams anymore.. : ( missing my dad more this days.. haha.. im getting all teary ryte now.. sorrie.. i miss the father figure in my house..

oh ya.. forgot to say this... i got rejected for my ACCA scholarship.. haha.. now i dunno if im gonna register for the ACCA this year.. so... ive got just a few days to register for my ACCA.. i was actually quite hopeful abt getting the scholarship.. but den.. i didnt.. haha... nvm.. i can try again next yr i tink...

ok then pple.. i wish to end my blog here for today.. pls do take care and gud nite..

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2007-06-13T18:26:00.000+08:00

hi.... here i am blogging and listening to the song "' Perfect" by... alamak i forgot hu sang it... hehe... being played on the radio... haha.. still in the office and doing my last audit work... haha.. really.. hopefully dun have any work after this.. den i can shake leg in the office.. hahaha... i wish ah,.. unless im the owner of the company den i shake my leg for as long as i want to... and just order ard my employees to do the work... lol...

anyway, just an hr ago.. a friend of mine asked me to apply a job at the big four... yup... its a pretty good offer actually.. i dun mind.. i tot of trying actually.. haha.. but den again im not sure if my contract at the moment permits me to leave without having me breaching the terms.. oh well, i have to check on that first... in the meantime, i will just try applying ok... ?? thnx dear friend... u noe hu u are...

my day was pretty much ok.. kinda hectic a little... haha.. since the CEO personal assistant on MC, i became the temporary PA .. haha..just for today... well, didnt have to do much.. just make drinks, buy lunch for him.. lol... haha... other than that, it went ok... just wana finish my audit and this client of mine is so hard to get thru... haiz.. make my life as an auditor difficult only.. so this will be my last job as the GRAVE auditor... FINALLY...

alrite then pple.. gotta get back to my work.. staying up till 10pm again today... wat to do... ok then.. catcha another time pple... miss u all..

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Lunch out with the young ones...

2007-06-10T18:59:00.000+08:00

Hi... For the past few days over the week, ive been having lunch out of office with the young colleagues... haha.. well, mainly the interns.. its nice having lunch with them and as much as possible i tink they would want to have lunch out of office rather than lunching in... hmmm... we wished if only lunch is 2hrs... den we would have ample time to go somewhr further than just in Jln Masjid... hahaha.. anyway, a colleague of mine tot of leaving the co and so did i.. wats my reason of leaving..? passion.. im losing my passion in doing solely accounts or audit... yup, slowly.. which its pretty hard to get back.. months and probably years... i certainly hope not too long.. i dunno.. pple have been asking me if i do love accountancy... previously i would say "Yes, of course i do...." Now....... its hard to say "Yes".. deep down, i noe i have it. Kinda time consuming to dig it up again... haha... nonetheless, i am willing to wait.. I hope i can get it back when i start my ACCA later in July... I do want to do my ACCA and have a very stable job in years to come.. Seriously i do..

Anyway, back to whr i was... hmmm.. so my colleague and i tot of tendering sometime next month.. However, we have to re-confirm on the terms of our contract.. haha... till then our decision to leave is pretty much certain.. Now, is the time for me to look for jobs... a better one whr i noe i can learn alot more things and slowly go up the corporate ladder..

Ok then, more updates on that later on ok pple... do take care and hope u guys have a pleasant week ahead... Miss u all and Muax!!!!

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2007-06-03T19:54:00.000+08:00

Sunday, 3 June 2007....

A day spent resting... haha.. met my polymates yesterday at woodlands.. for a game of badminton.. must be thinking why all the way dere... nvm lah.. still within sg.. anyway, met em at 145pm and played till abt 4pm.. so now, my body and right arm is aching pretty badly.. haha.. the long awaiting game of badminton is finally fulfilled... hehe... oh well, i had fun and planned to play it another day.. this time round, at Tampines.... Yahoo... den u noe wat.. tot of bathing at the stadium shower rm but it was occupied... haiz.. by the stupid soccer guys... so couldnt bathe.. i was all sticky when i met my love.. haha.. but i did shampoo my hair.. ok, met my love at bugis.. had late lunch and just walked ard... after much walking.. went home.. it was the earliest i went home.. on saturdays.. haha...

So today was just a resting day.. simply great.. haha.. alrite then, do take care and hope u guys have a great work week ahead...

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2007-06-01T22:21:00.000+08:00

It takes a minute to like someone, and hour to love someone, but to forget someone takes a life time.

Before you hurt others, Hurt yourself first. It will make you wise. Before you love yourself,Try to love others first. It will make you perfect.
~~~

Love.... wats the definition of it, really? i really dun quite know.. Why is it that sometimes it can make u happy and there would be times it hurts u so badly... ? Is it all part and parcel of life? You gain some, u lose some.. It hurts to lose someone u love dearly, hoping that it could last... Maybe you have even tot that he/she could the the ONE for u.. Well, like some would say... Fate lies in the hands of the Almighty... If u're meant to be together till the end of time, den it shall be... No other words can console the broken heart.. Life have to move on no matter how much it hurts , truly... im not an expert in love or relationships... No one is i tink.. Still learning as each day passes by...

To my fren who lost someone she loves so dearly, i am sorry things have to work out this way for you... However, when one doesnt feel the same way as before, one might as well give it up rather than let it prolong before ure hurt even more. Yes, its a shame after being together for almost 6yrs, this has to happen... I sympathise.. Nonetheless, should u guys are meant to be together, let it come naturally and not be forced.. Please be strong my dear... I know no words i say right now can console ur broken heart... I am sorry... Should u nid someone to listen, my pair of ears, mine is available.. so long as i can still hear and listen, i will.. take care and love u dear...

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2007-06-01T11:45:00.000+08:00

Haha... finally get to blog while at work.. i shall tell u how im feeling ryte now....BORED...... yup, damn bored and restless... dunno why but i tink the fact that tmr is the start of the weekend is partly why i am like this... haiz.. u noe i was chatting with my frens earlier and we were chatting abt wat happen to our fren.. she became a witch.. lol.. cruel word? but true... she became from good-bad-worse.... that's really bad and u noe.. i was telling myself.. this is the first time, if i were to bump into a fren outside, i will run and hide... yes... i will in this case... i really dun wish to see her wat more keep in contact.. im angry that she will go this extra mile to do such unforgivable thing... never have i tot she would do this... but then again, when i tink abt it, she's capable of doing such things... cos y?? she has ever mention such things to us... haha...

i must say, she look like a sweet,lovable girl... but inside, she's got a very black heart and now she doesn't have that shine in her... really... im sorry to say this abt a fren of mine.. but let this be an advise to all... no matter how close you are with ur frens... alwaz be careful.. never be too naive of ur surroundings.. things may not look like it seems... really... its a cruel world out dere and pple alwaz say... never trust anyone but urself... For those whom ur frens trust, the worst thing to do, is to betray that trust... To have frens are easy, to lose one is also easy but to maintain that friendship is difficult... so bear this in mind... be careful cos i certainly dun wana hear any of my frens being a victim of what others did to u...

ok then, back to work... do take care and have a pleasant friday...

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2007-05-31T01:10:00.000+08:00

hi my dearest readers... how was today?hmmmm.... it was fine, went to client's place in the afternoon... so not too bad.. kinda njoy the day actually... hehe.. when nite came, it was even better cos..y? cos i met my beloved frens.. linda,ijah and saad.. i had a great time with em.. laughed alot and ate alot till we were too full actually.. haha.. went 2hothalal.. it was ok, not too bad.. haha.. of course we spent quite a sum ourselves.. anyway, it was even better when we were telling each other stories.. stories that were sad, disturbing, happy and pretty much neutral.. yup.. frankly speaking... its been quite some time i laighed that crazy and i was myself after so long.. well, u noe i can't be like how i was during skul cos my colleagues are not as open as i am... yup... i tink dey are pretty much conservative and yet dey deny being that way.. haha...

how pple actually changed over a period of time and have u eer wondered why ur frens get close to u?? do u tink dey all have a reason behind it all? ? of course not ryte?? neither would i... nonetheless, dere are still pple with such motives... be it bad or good... God noes.. dis is wat i have to say.. for those u have bad motives/reasons to be close to another, pls stop it.. cos when u do something bad like backstabbing, and if that person choose not to forgive u, God will NOT forgive u too... BEAR THAT IN MIND.. just be careful of who u mix with... have u heard of this: the closest pple are usually ur worst enemy.... haiz.. i cant comment much... alrite then, gud nite and swt drims..

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2007-05-27T22:14:00.000+08:00

hey all.. went for my religious class today and guess wat... i was dere for only 10mins... haha.. yup, damn fast.. well, it was great for me... really... after which went to visit my grand-uncle at his new house.. and dere was my future aunt-in-law... yup... i cant reveal hu cos im not 100% certain that my uncle will marry her.. just a clue.. she is an actress under SURIA... - malay channel.. yup... famous... wow.. cool huh.. oh well, dunno lah..

so that was how my day went.. simple and not too boring cos i met my lovely little cousins... haha.. yup.. so cute and adorable.. ok then, do take care and have a pleasant week ahead pple.. love u all.. muax!!!

2007-05-23T22:53:00.000+08:00

hey pple... 22 May 2007, 2pm... Singapore Polytechnic Convention Ctre... a day to remember...

I'VE GRADUATED..................!! YAHOO...................!!!!! finally... thnk God for his continuous blessings.. really... im so grateful.. my grand-uncle, mom and my love came for my graduation... Thank You all for coming.. i was sure my late dad was around to see me receive my diploma.. though he's not around but that diploma was for him.. Dun worrie i wont give up on my studies and will go further..

Oh yes... This little message goes to my dearest classmates of DAC 3B/01..

Congratulations on receiving the DIPLOMA IN ACCOUNTANCY... the day came and our names were announced by the "recording narrator".. Nonetheless, i am proud of u guys for making it through and now is the time for us to step into the world of reality... - WORK FORCE... for us who have worked for some time, its too early for us to judge, so be strong... for those who have not started, i wish u all the best....

My frens... Thank you all for making my life in SP a very meaningful one.. Some bitter sweet memories for me to remember... Hope we still do keep in touch no matter how busy, tiring our days could be... When there are days where u feel like giving up, try tell urself... I CAN DO IT... its all in the mind.. Last but not least... i wish u all the best in ur future endeavours and keep in touch... Keep smiling.... : ) i will miss u guys... Muax!!

Love:

Nadiah..

2007-05-15T22:13:00.000+08:00

yo yo.... exactly a week before my convocation... hmmm.. a little excited actually... haha... crazy ryte.. btw, some pple say i got heart melting smile.. is it true? i seriously dunno.. well, im really contented with whatever has been bestowed upon me.. i mean im greatful of the small gift God has given me... Like i said, i love to smile and hope it would make other pple's day.. truly i didnt noe i got such "character" haha.. hmmm.. i hope that this smile doesnt fade away any time soon or in the future..

Today's is another day which i tink im not being very productive... lol... doing things slow and steady.. haha.. anyway, that's it for today.. i shall continue on my daily dosage tmr ok?? Love u guys alot and missing u all alot.. : )

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2007-05-10T22:25:00.000+08:00

hey dere dear frens.... hmmm.. and so ive deleted the previous post of my blog... i tot this is my blog and i can type wateva i want...? i apologise to whoever was affected by my entry pervious... PRETEND U DIDNT READ ANY OF IT... FOR THOSE HU DIDNT READ.... ALL GOOD AND FINE... hmmm... ironically, after office hours, there were tears in my eyes... meaning i cried... which i seriously dunno why... now i noe why.. haha... it hurts so badly... why is it, even the closest frens can be the ones who hurt u the most when they are the ones who should noe u better... i certainly dun understand..

i was asked to edit my entry by dat someone... i better not say the name... or i will be hated again.. well, i got no excuse to sy why i didnt do it, i simply forgot and had many other things to worry abt than just an entry of my blog... nonetheless, i guess i have hurt other pple more then they hurt me... sorry... guess its best not to tell me anything or i will let the cat out of the bag and that whr i tot i was helping, i end up hurting that person... im just fit to keep very quiet... haha... i sound like somone i noe... but will end up wanting to noe everything... argh...

it hurts so badly... wats wrong in telling wat u told me? wat??? u noe he doesnt like to be kept in the dark, den why are u doing that exact same thing?? just tell him wat exactly that bothered u... yes he might not get the clear picture but den u actually told him wat u felt and im sure u will feel better... wat is said then, should hopefully end then... wat the heck ah...

ok ok.. i tink its best i better not say anything... i better not type too much,.. good nite and i shall catcha all later...

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2007-05-02T22:28:00.000+08:00

alo everyone.. today is another non-productive day at work.. haha... really did things pretty slow.. lol.. anyway, im kinda tired of toking abt work all the time, it seems as though that's all i can tok abt.. hmm.. i really got nothing to say.. haha.. mind's pretty blank and i am gonna continue watching american idol.. take care everyone..

nite nite and i love u all... muax!!

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2007-04-28T20:45:00.000+08:00

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry

You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you

Tell you I need you

Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets

And ask me your questions

Oh let's go back to the start

Running in circles

Coming up tails

Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy

It's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing

At numbers and figures

Pulling your puzzles apart

Questions of science

Science and progress

Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me

Come back and haunt me

Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles

Chasing our tails

Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy

Oh it's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be so hard

I'm going back to the start

2007-04-22T21:00:00.000+08:00

Kisses, hugs, and holding hands.

going on dates and making plans.

breaking the rules and falling in love.

these are the things that love is made of.

to me, that definition just doesn't seem right.

our love isn't laid out in black and white.

our love runs deeper than that, our love means more.

our love is exactly the kind of love I've been looking for.

its the inside jokes and sleepless nights,

that warm feeling I get knowing everything's gonna be alright.

its all the cute nicknames and fun things that we do

its all of these and more that make me love you.

All of these things are great, and don't get me wrong,

Without them I probably wouldn't feel as strong,

But what makes me wonder, and gets me the most

Is the way I feel when your holding me close

And how every time our lips interlace,

a crooked little smile spreads across my face.

love always, darling..

Well, this poem is not written by me... Just one i picked from the internet... I've never written a poem and not good at it... haha... anyway, i picked it cos it was sweet & it true to how i feel... dats all... i hope my love likes it and i miss him so dearly...

U Dun Need A Reason To Love...

It just comes from your heart..

Bear this in mind.. Do u really nid a reason to love someone...?

2007-04-14T20:53:00.000+08:00

Today is saturday... usually a day to go out and njoy ur weekend after a long week of hardwork... go watch movie, hang out with frens or loved ones, have a simple nice lunch and dinner.. anything else that comes to mind.. hehe... anyway, that supposedly happening day, was not one for me.. haha.. i didnt go out.. suppose to go out with mom but she got lazy.. haiz.. wateva lah.. hmmm.. so it was..

i would i had a great thursday & friday... well, on thurs i didnt have a great day but a great nite... i met my some of my classmates on thurs nite to collect my grad attire... it was raining and i took a cab to the place at serangoon road.. yup... after which we went to adam's corner to have our seafood dinner.. it costs abt 84+.. haha... quite ex huh.. but was worth it.. lol.. hmmm.. we obviously had our own small talks.. nothing's changed.. haha.. oh ya... saad told me that lyd confessed she broke up with naz.. well, technically she did.. linda confessed on behalf.. haha.. i asked saad wat they did that day and i realised she was talking to me half-hearted... like usual i saw everything thru her facial expressions.. haha.. so i den shut up... linda was pretty upset with me for not coming.. cos she tinks im still pretty upset abt lyd's thingy.. hmm... its quite true actually.. im not angry at wat she did but i was still disappointed cos like wat a fren of mine quoted... NEVER BE TOO PROUD OF UR LOVED ONES, COS WHEN THEY DISAPPOINT U, U'LL BE TRULY HURT... so that's how i felt.. haha... i now realise that.. oh wat the heck... ahh... another thing.. i found out saad went mos on good friday.. kinda shocked to hear it and disappointed but den again its her decision.. she's old enuff to think.. funny thing is she said that she felt guilty saying it to me cos y? RESPECT... haha.. i tink was bcos she was afraid of wat i will say to make her feel that way.. dunno lah... if it was den im thankful for having her respect me.. truly.. den again.. she went and got back home.. just hope she doesnt do it too often... though it was just for fun.. dun want anything bad to happen b4 its too late.. losing trust & respect is something that its hard to get back...

oh yes.. i met the same pple yesterday and we watched a late nite movie.. the reaping.. omg, it's not worth watching and i totally find it quite ridiculous.. ridiciously nice.. haha.. taqi joined us and i tot of hanging out after the movie but den some wanted to go home.. haiz.. i tot since i dun usually get to hang out till so late in the morn.. i might as well make use of this "chance".. den again, i couldn't let ee ling go home alone and bare the cab cost alone ryte.. so we went home and i reached home at 2plus.. though i met my frens pretty late but it was worth meeting them.. yes it was indeed.. thank you guys for meeting up and i cant wait to see u guys again during the convocation on 22nd May.. do take care my frens...

till we meet again... ciao... muaz!!

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2007-04-10T21:44:00.001+08:00

Happy 62mths Anniversary to my dear... well, it was yesterday.. 9 April 2007.. yup.. 62 mths = 5 yrs 2 mths... haha... its been a great 62mths with my love... obviously dere were ups & downs.. that's how realtionship should be i tink... anyway, i njoyed every little time i get to spend with my love and pple often ask me... do u see him being ur future husband? hmmm.... i replied i do.. while on the other hand... pple are saying "ure young, there is still time to explore..." which im not sure in wat context they are telling me there's time to explore... haha.... nonetheless, i do see him as my future husband, which is why i am so afraid of wats to become of me if we don't... in other words, i cant imagine wats gonna happen... :/ oh well, im thinking too much again... haha...

ok, now how was my day? it was frustrating and really testing my patience... my stupid comp kept on hanging and the server was damn slow.... haiz... really it was... SLOW AND STEADY they call it... but pls... not when ive got deadlines to meet... den my manager keep asking me "when can i have the file, nadiah? omg... another very naggy mgr.... shit man... i really hope i can finish my job as soon as possible.... haiz.. i dunno when will the company change their bloddy microsoft and the whole bloody system... its terrible... im so used to the fast and furious but now i got the slow & steady... wasting my bloody time ah... they say time is $$$ but in my case, time is precious.... lol...

alrite then, do take care and cant wait to see my classmates soon.... im gonna collect my graduation gown soon.... cool... ok, nite nite and swt drims...

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2007-04-10T21:44:00.000+08:00

alrite then, do take care and cant wait to see my classmates soon.... im gonna collect my graduation gown soon.... cool... ok, nite nite and swt drims...

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2007-04-08T21:53:00.000+08:00

heyo... how have everyone been? great? ive been stressful and tired as usual... haha... so far, my week on ok... i was scolded and after which everything went ok.. finally finished the big audit which i had to go thru so much... haha... phew!! ok ok... no more abt work.. how was ur long weekend so far? mine was ok... spending more time at home with mom, bro and sis... hehe... furthermore, my love not ard.. he's having his 2 week stay in period.. yup... this time is 2 weeks.. haha.. miss him pretty badly... miss almost everything abt him...

anyway, i was suppose to go out with my usual clan of frens to celebrate linda's bday.. i didnt go cos basically i was kinda lazy due to whatever plans i had today... it was initially on friday but they later postpone to today... haiz.. hmmmm.... i told linda i will make it up to her and dat i myself not sure when.. haha... hmm hope she had a great day yesterday and today with the rest..

ok then, that's abt all for tonite... hope u guys have a great work week ahead.... hehe... nite nite... : )

2007-04-02T23:32:00.000+08:00

omg... wat a lousy day i had... today i kena scolding.. haiz... really reflected on my knowledge of accounting and made me tink if accounting is really wat im good at.. it really daunt on me.. should i register for the acca or should i just let it slide.. haiz... wat is it that i am good at? wat?? good for nothing.. i tink the best is to be a HOMEMAKER.. lol.. full time and i would defintiely be good at it.. haha...

i cried in the office and it was not bcos i got scolded but more of my performance... how i did the audit.. haiz.. it was my fault and that i wont deny.. it was... just that it was really painful to hear the truth from another.. if u noe wat i mean.. hmmmm.... after that i just told myself nvm... it will be better soon.. dun give up no matter wat.. and wat's worse was that, my head was spinning and i felt like fainting and that my legs were giving way... really..

alrite... i tink i shall just end it here.. my head is painful and i just want to lie down and slp.. gud nite everyone and swt drims.. take care... muax!!

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2007-03-28T22:35:00.000+08:00

TIRED!!!! TIRED!!! That's the everyday word im gonna say... tired in terms of brain, body, eyes and pratically everything that's associated with WORK..... haha.. DEADLINES!! DEADLINES!! That's additional word in my dictionary in this WORKING LIFE... omg.. its a painful ordeal.. really... now all i can do is ENDURE... no matter how hard it gets...

Now my home has come in 2nd place.. i go home late everyday.. lol... Thnkfully my mom and siblings understand.. i appreciate that.. hmmm... u noe wat... today i went for external audit with my colleague.. it was fun cos i got to go shopping... yeah.. SHOP SHOP SHOP... went city hall and shop for farewell & birthday cards.. haha.. at least got to shop... cool... if only i didnt have to go back to office.. but that heavy laptop was making me grow shorter... lol... make use of every opportunity to go out of office... hehe.. tmr is another day for me to go out.. YAHOO.... oh ya! the best thing is i got to wear CASUAL.... JEANS & T-SHIRT... even better.. lol...

ok then, i will just end it here.. do take care & i miss my new found lover - Khairun nisa and fren Saadiah.. and of course i miss my other frens... esp my classmates.. lol...

2007-03-26T02:08:00.000+08:00

hello... its 0215hrs ryte now.. and i updating my blog.. yup.. just felt like it.. oh dun worrie i was not aslp yet.. was doing my work and omg.. cant finish it again.. haiz... im dead tired and sleepy ryte now.. how is everyone doing? ok i hope.. im fine fyi and wishing i dun have to go to slp tmr.. and just spend my day sleeping.. haha... i miss the days whr i dun go for a tutorial or lecture when i woke up late or when i dun feel like it... haha.... now, WORKING LIFE is so much DIFFERENT... no coming in late... no skipping it as and when u feel like it... im not saying this cos im already sick of it.. just saying it cos i wish i was still skooling.. being surrounded by my frens and acquaintances... :)

ok.. stop it already abt skul... i just wana say that im now feeling sleepy and im gg to slp now.. argh! wat am i talking abt? i dunno if im making sense out of everything... btw, i cant wait to go for my graduation ceremony whr i will put on the gown but without the mortar board... haha... its cool anyway.. after months of hard work, i FINALLY got the DIPLOMA IN ACCOUNTANCY i was working towards to... Alhamdullillah... up next... ACCA... that's my next goal.... i really hope now i can be a CERTIFIED ACCOUNTANT... wow...!! sounds great huh... yup it does and i will work hard to get it... AZA AZA FIGHTING!!!

oh yah... hasral (my colleague) said i could call him should i feel OVERWHELMED.... wat he meant was.... i can call him if i feel like giving up... such bombastic word for such a simple meaning to it.. dats him.. hahahaha.... poor him... at least he noes that his ENGLAND is not very good... lol...

ok then, i tink i shall end it here... i hope u guys had a nice weekend.. i noe i did.. met my love just now and watched movie with my family on sat nite... haha... not bad... ok.. nite nite.. swt drims...

Muax!!!!

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2007-03-21T23:04:00.000+08:00

hey hey... i wana share something happy today.. hehe.. My good friend siti saadiah finally got a job and she got it at Microsoft.. haha... as an accounts payable specialist... haha... cool man.. she got a job at a great company.. happy for her.. very very happy for her.. i wish u all the best saadiah and that u'll be happy dere...

hehe... dats abt all today.. met my love, really looked forward to mit him.. cant wait to have lunch with my love... oh yes!! i bought 2 blouses tonight.. omg.. i nid to SAVE!!!! ok i will try..

ok then, take care everyone and hope ur day went well.. :)

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2007-03-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

heyo... just got back from town.. kinda tired.. my mind is really blank and ive got no idea wat to post.. hehe... hmmm.. i tink my blog nid a total make over... u tink so too ryte? alrite i will do something abt it.. hmm.. sorrie.. just dunno wat to say ryte now.. time passes so fast and i will have to slp soon.. haiz..

ok then, do take care and haf a very gud nite slp pple..

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2007-03-19T20:17:00.000+08:00

heyo... im still in the office.. doing nothing but audit.. haiz.. dun worrie im gg off soon.. hehe... wah.. work is really pilling up and i really cant afford to waste time and take my own sweet time.. haiz... buck up nadiah!!!! hmmm... today, nothing much happened except that my department - accounts and audit kena warning by the go-by-the-book boss.. yup.. he called my manager and told us to stop laughing around and doing nothing.. he thinks we didnt do our work... haiz... oh well, he's like that, work time means work.. after office hrs, u can laugh all u want.. nobody gives a damn, not even him... i guess bcos we laughed out too loud and those under him are really stressed out and u noe wat.. thank God im not sitting somewhr near him or else, i'll be the most boring girl in the entire world... girl who lost her sense of laughter or humor... really.. im happy with where i am sitting ryte now.. hehe... other than that, nothing much happened.. just doing work and my dearest colleague, firda maisarah is feeling unwell. she lost her voice.. poor her.. i tink abt 80% of us, are in the weak mode instead of the strong mode.. u noe wat i mean ryte...

im feeling tired but cant wait to mit my love soon.. hehe.. yeah! meeting him.. oh no!! speaking of which, i tink i better go... he must be arriving soon from yishun... alrite.. gtg.. take care and see ya tmr..

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P/S: finally got to feel the aircon in the office after dunno how many weeks or months.. haha.. quite chilly here.. :)

2007-03-18T19:53:00.000+08:00

heyo... how are u guys?? ive been fine, just that im lacking of vitamin C and its making me cough... haha.. pretty bad but den who cares ryte? just take the cough mixture and i'll be back hyper in no time... haha.. anyway, i went to my boss' daughter wedding at serangoon community centre and the layout of the wedding arena was really nice.. purple and grey combined... luckily when i arrived, there weren;t many pple and i could feel the aircon.. lol... the food was great.. esp the pastries... yes i would 2 thumbs up.. they catered from the Puteri Wedding.. haha.. i tot of catering from them if i were to be married.. InsyaAllah..

Anyway, i got to meet ministers and other well-known pple.. haha.. obviously didnt tok to them.. just smiled... hmmm... other than that, everything seemed nice and hopefully the whole ceremony was a success... cant imagine the bride and groom to last till 8pm... haha.. I wish the newly weds all the best and best wishes in ur new lives being together.. May Allah bless them alwaz... Amin..

Oh yes... after which went parkway parade with mom and bought 2 pants and a skirt.. didnt buy blouse which i kinda badly wanted to.. haha... nvm.. i have many2 other days..

oh well that's abt all.. i just wanted to end by saying i miss my love so badly.. he's staying in camp and will only book out on tues.. argh!!!! i miss him so badly.. wish i could have him in my arms and feel his warm touch.. he's gonna another stay in this time its for a month.. omg.. wat commitments he has.. nvm, i cant let him face everything alone.. i must and will alwaz be supporting him in anyway i can and walk beside him...

ok then, i will end it here and shall continue my daily dosage another time and day.. do take care everyone and see ya...

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2007-03-12T23:04:00.000+08:00

wat has happened to me and the pple ard me? especially those i love very dearly.. whr haf they gone to or am i the one shutting myself from them? sometimes times like this, i really dun quite want to be at home early.. but when i tink of my mom, i just couldnt bring myself to do that.. argh!! i just want to go far far away.. in a very quiet place or island and have a peace of mind.. just to forget whatever worries i have.. :(

Where did i go wrong?
i lost a friend
somewhere along in the bitterness
and i would have stayed up with u
all nite, had i known how to save a life..

what has happened? im lost... whr did he go? just for a girl he totally forgot the ones at home... the ones whom he used to be close.. whr are u? i dun see u nowadays... i tot u could be someone whom i could depend on... i certainly dunno what went wrong.. and u have alwaz been home quite late this days.. i barely talked to u neither do i get to see u often.. i miss u so much.. so very much.. whr was the times whr we laughed together, crticise others together.. go out together.. u used to tell me that u looked up to me.. i felt ashamed of wat i did then.. but den when i looked at it now, im more ashamed of what ure doing... i really dunno wat to say.. i wana stay strong for everyone but im just so afraid that i cant hold it any longer.. im not confident..

i pray that u be back with us afain like before.. i dun want u to forget the relationship u have with us, just for a S**** GIRL... furthermore she's a B****... i really am so afraid that she will take ctrl of u and us later on... i pray that u will not be blinded by that... PLS DUN FORGET WHO ARE UR FAMILY MEMBERS....

my heart is crying so badly... im really holding on to the tears in my eyes.. i cant just sit ard and do nothing.. argh!!

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2007-03-10T14:38:00.000+08:00

hi everyone... wat seemed like the never ending week is now the end.. i had a very tiring week and some were lazy days.. it was.. days whr i dun want to do anything.. just slack at work.. haha.. i have been gg homw late almost everyday.. went out with nisa and saad to get my grad dress in town.. hehe.. its cheap and i liked it alot.. i was overjoyed when i got it.. hehe.. hmmm... anyways, i had my grad ball on thurs 8 march 2007.. theme was ROYAL MASQUERADE and as usual, no one put on their masks... haha... it was really no point getting one .. our table was no: 25 and it was right at the back.. haha... not bad lah..

to keep the story short, i got home at 1+ and i culdnt wait to slp.. it was really at very tiring nite but i certainly njoyed myself.. sorrie i cant put up pics at this moment.. frankly i dunno how to.. lol.. ok then, do take care and haf a pleasant weekend..

To my dearest DAC 01..

Thank You for:
+ the wonderful times we had
+ the times where there were ups and downs..
+ the times where we played dai dee together
+ the times where we studied together
+ the times where we missed lectures, tutorials
+ the times where we did our projects together...
+ and any other times which i may have forgotten.. sorry...

i will alwaz cherish all the moments we had together and it will stay in my heart alwaz..
take care my dearest DAC 01 and all the best in ur future endeavours..

will miss u guys so much and hope we could mit up any time.. ok?

regards;
nadz

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2007-03-05T22:19:00.000+08:00

helo pple.. i had the greatest weekend last week.. had class chalet.. first time i got to stay overnite.. hehe.. well, firstly 13 of us came for the chalet and only 8 stayed overnite.. hehe.. 5 girls and 3 guys.. u noe wat.. each and every guy were "raped".. not in the sense raped literally but just harrassing each of them.. hehe.. fun actually.. especially when it was jx's turn.. he was asking for help and saying "NO" to us.. he sounded like he was moaning..

Anyway, the food was ok.. nothing that tasty except for the satay.. that was the best.. yes it was.. hmmm.. we had our little games and that was fun too.. oh ya.. there was one whr saad voluntered to sit on taqi's lap.. fuyoh.. jealous sah... no lah.. just kidding.. quite sporting both of them.. oh ya... i had my fair share of excitement too.. shhh... cant tell.. dun worry nothing too extreme.. lol...

u noe wat.. there are just too much for me to tell wat actually happened on that day.. some are best kept to myself.. haha.. sweet memories and these i will remember alwaz..

i wuld like to thank my beloved frens for making urself free for the 2 days and making payment too.. hehe... hope we could meet up again some time this yr.. pls keep in touch dearest..

take care everyone and happy doing wat u alwaz do.. gud luck for ur results..

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my feet are tired

2007-02-27T22:18:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone... I am in quite a high spirit today.. hehe.. i finally finished my long week audit.. the co dat made me do alot of things... haiz.. however, when my mentor checked my work.. i felt like i was inefficient.. haiz.. oh well, this are things u learn while doing audit.. meticulous and tactful are characteristics of auditor.. im not sure if i have that in me.. anyway, so much abt work, end it here ok..

So basically my day was better than yesterday.. had lunch at Geylang market.. hehe... had rojak mama and satay.. of course i didnt go alone.. there were 5 others.... it was fun and it was the cheapest lunch i had in days or months.. haha.. really.. i only had to pay $3.50 for whatever i ate.. oh well, that's bcos we shared.. dats y cheap... hehe... we reported to work a little late after lunch... cool... hope to have another cheap lunch tmr.. : )

alrite.. that's all folks.. take care and gud nite...

Missing my love very much.. he's gone outfield.. so can't communicate with him tonight and tmr.. cant wait to see him on thurs or fri.. he's one of the greatest gift God has given me since 2002.. oh yah.. i have to get his anniversary gift soon.. had to give later cos didnt have funds earlier.. haha..

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wat a day...

2007-02-26T23:07:00.000+08:00

wat a day today.. i think i might have woken up on the wrong side of the bed.. my day seem so lost and less exciting today.. i didnt have the mood to do my work neither did i have the mood to mix ard today.. i didnt have lunch with my colleagues as usual.. didnt feel like eating.. basically today i was not being myself.. totally not the Nadiah i was.. wat i wanted so much was a hug and a shoulder to lean on... i wanted that so badly.. u noe.. i was so close to giving up on my work and i was suppose to submit by today.. haiz.. totally disappointed im myself... totally so..

i kept telling myself i can do it and not to give up but i guess that feeling got over me today.. i certainly hope i would have a better day tmr.. i certainly do.. i wont feel relieved until i submit my file.. omg... i made sure no one saw me cry..

my colleagues asked...

Nadiah are u ok?

i am fine.. why?

u dun seemed like urself today..

haha... so u see my day was pretty sucky and low.. during lunch hr, i talked to saad.. i called her.. not sure wat made me call her but i just felt like calling her.. before that, i was chatting with her online and told her that my fren faizah went for an interview at far east org.. i was happy to hear that but it suddenly made me think how jealous and upset of it.. haha... moment of truth, when lyd got the job at far east org.. i was so so jealous of her.. y? cos she got the job dere... and on top of that, linda is gonna work dere too.. u must be thinking how great is linda? just that i was closer to her than the rest was i guess.. and i tot maybe working together would be great.. haiz.. how pathetic am i.. den again, when i tot abt it, its unfair of me to feel that way, lyd's my fren and the least that i could do was to be happy for her... ryte? i tried so hard not to show a "plastic" smile.. i failed.. haha.. i tink she knew it too..

oh well, as i was saying.. i told saad that our grp of frens weren't as close as before and she said it probably started when lyd just shut us off except for linda during her transitional period... i said "yah maybe".. it was the time that got me angry and "betrayed".. haiz.. i told myself.. to hell with watever is happening.. i will just listen.. like im known for.. a good listener.. hehe.. listen and listen.. the frens whom i tot wont lose contact, slowly is.. so hu are the frens whom i can depend on? truly...

ok then, i will just end it here for today.. pls do take care alrite..

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saturday blues

2007-02-24T20:55:00.000+08:00

haha. wat a dull and boring saturday it is.. i went to work in the morning and had lunch after that at tamp mall... nothing much to say just that i had a plain and dull saturday.. could have gone out but i chose not to.. well, simply bcos i have been gg out for the past few weeks... hehe.. so this weekend, i tot of staying at home..

didnt think it was gonna be this dull.. haha.. alrite then.. think i shall end this here for today.. take care everyone and njoy ur weekend.. haha...

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argh!!!!!!

2007-02-23T22:46:00.000+08:00

argh....! im so tired of doing audit on this particular company... they are making me do so many things and im so angry at my self for not putting 100% into doing it.. haiz.. im sorrie.. today, for d 1st time since i started work.. i felt like giving up on the audit and just leave it aside.. how irresponsible can i get.. haiz.. its bad.. i was just doing my work and kept telling myself i can do it no matter how hard or easy it is.. seriously i had no motivation today.. totally lifeless or wateva feeling u can think of..

i have to constantly remind myself that im not an intern whr i can take my time doing my work.. i am a FULL TIME staff and that i certainly have DEADLINES to meet and prioritise whichever i must.. As i was doing my prayers, i asked God to give me the motivation for me to be able to do my work and shut off any disturbances or distractions ard me.. Argh!! im expected to go home late almost everyday up till June.. till the peak period is over.. : (

i miss skul so much and miss taking my time doing my work.. haha.. i miss skipping lectures or tutorials.. miss the FC6 food and most prominently i miss my classmates and friends.. i wana go njoy myself for a period of time.. i was deprived of it..

alrite then.. i wana go rest... gotta work tmr.. take care and njoy ur weekend..

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wedding bells

2007-02-22T20:33:00.000+08:00

hey dere.. wedding bells are ringing.. hehe.. my boss's daughter is getting married in less than a month.. he gave me a very nice wedding card.. really nice.. wait i will take a pic of it and upload it ok? its just a very nice card and i bet its expensive.. haha.. oh anyway, that's abt all..

hmmm.. omg.. my mind is blank now.. really cant tink of anything to type.. just that im missing alot of my frens and part of me feels like galavanting till late at nite most of the days.. i rather be home late then early.. bad huh.. really it is, i know but i feel like being away from home.. haha.. dun tink im running away, nothing of that sort.. haiz.. dunno lah wat im thinking.. ok ok.. gotta go have my dinner.. take care..

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i made someone jealous today..

2007-02-21T22:36:00.000+08:00

haha... had a pleasant day at work.. just that it was kinda hectic after lunch cos i had to prepare all the drafted FS and signing papers for the clients to sign... and guess wat.. it had to be sent by courier... yes... to Johor Bahru....lol.. anyway, it was fine after that.. haha..

oh yes.. as i wrote: i made someone jealous today... haha.. guess who.. KHAIRUN NISA.. yes.. she got SUPER jealous for 2 things... one was bcos SAAD came to kembangan and have lunch with me at the vietnamese stalls... who turned out to be her long distance relative.. haha.. small world.. yes.. another thing was that saad got a KISS on the cheek fom me before she left.. haha.. that made her jealous.. cool huh... i should that more often... hehe..no lah.. was just kidding nisa.. jgn marah ok? i PROMISE i will give u a kiss on ur cheek the next time we meet,... :) so dun worry be happy... eh u noe wat.. i tink i got a new lesbian partner.. she's nisa.. me and prev one had a silent break.. we just broke off like that.. sad but wat to do.. she's at lost not me!! HAHA..

met my love today after work and had bubble tea and japanese pancake.. simple and cheap.. hehe... he looked cute with his short hair.. oh well, he's doing the ARMY advertisement tomorrow.. no wonder cut hair and looking so cute and handsome.. oh wat the heck.. he alwaz handsome to me.. haha.. my love.. i love u so much.. muax!!

ok then... chiao! take care..

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wat a great lunar new yr!!

2007-02-18T23:10:00.000+08:00

hey guys.. i had a great lunar new yr.. not that i went hse visiting but instead i went sentosa visiting with my love and his frens..hehe... yup.. had morning call at 7.30am from parzlin and left home at 9am to faezah's hse at bedok reservoir... we left faezah's hse mins after 10am and and fetched lin and arsyaf at serangoon.. after which fetched raffi at fernville.. haiz.. by then it was slightly after 11am.. and we are still not in sentosa.. oh ya.. we took faezah's van and omg... it was damn humid at the back.. it was humid and stuffy, couldnt feel the airc on and partly bcos of the weather.. haiz.. wondered when it was gonna rain..

we had to wait abt half hr just to arrive at the sentosa gate all bcos of the stupid jam.. and mind u its lunar new yr and so many pple are either gg sentosa or vivicity.. geez.. anyway, we went to tanjung beach whr i kinda hope it was pahlawan.. but anyway, a beach is still a beach.. haha... there were so many pple esp the "botol kitchup".. dunno wat happen suddenly see so many of them.. like as though all of em made plans to go sentosa together.. haha... not only that, there were also many dogs and their owners.. haiz... u noe what there was this f'**** dog, stopped in front of us and brush off his wet body.. u noe like how dogs alwaz do.. no offence to dog lovers but the dog was simply stupid.. haiz..

oh ya.. this i must say.. there were 3 guys and i must say they are quite strong guys lah.. as usual guys like to throw girls in the sea and they tried with me... half way, they gave up cos i was too heavy.... LOL LOL LOL.... how funny it was... then the girls were like.. "alah.. u guys are so weak... cant even carry her... " it reminded me of the time where the guys from my class tried carrying me and obviously they said the same thing... but amazingly all 6 carried me.. lol.. i guess i got heavier over the yrs.. haiz.. it took 3 strong guys to carry me.. hahahahahha... but FAILED...

anyway, after having fun at the beach, went to the new luge.. u noe whr u take the so called cart and then take the skyride.. its fun.. just that the cart thingy was a little too short.. haha.. but the skyride was amazing... u get to see the view of sg and it looks amazing when it was in the evening.. haha.. u guys should try.. we took the family deal which cost $40 for 8 persons. otherwise it would cost $8 per pax.. its really nice.. i dun mind gg there again.. maybe when i have the chance to, i might.. hehe...

oh well, other than that, nothing much...just went to labrador park to play uno and dai dee for a while.. den we head home cos some of them are working tmr.. hehe.. so basically, i was away from home for more than 12hrs .. tiring but enjoyable at the same time.. i loved it..

alrite then.. i shall end now and i will update again soon ok? take care and 2 days left.. cherish it.. muax!!

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its the start of e long weekend..

2007-02-16T23:16:00.000+08:00

today's friday the 16th and its the start of the first and last long weekend.. haha.. i had a pretty slow morning at work and i lost my voice temporarily.. yup.. my throat was so damn painful and its like itching every now and then... haiz.. its irritating.. i wore kebaya to work and everyone was saying i look so sopan ... haha.. do i?? well, i cant help it if i do ryte? hmmm... anyway, i had porridge for lunch and i couldnt finish it.. haiz.. i apologise to the food for wasting.. felt bad but i just couldnt take in anymore.. i felt like vomiting.. oh well, this is wat u will face when ure not well... its ok.. just hang on dere... it will be over within days..

oh yes.. today my boss's daughter, fadhilah came and she's so damn friendly.. i like her already.. hehe.. she came to do some admin stuffs for her dad since she was not required to report to skul.. yup.. she's a relief teacher in dunno wat skul.. didnt ask her.. haha.. so clever of me.. she's waiting for her A level results and just slacking ard now i tink.. she sat beside me and was browsing thru this website whr we do online shopping.. hehehe... i got curious and so i went in too.. i saw some nice dresses and i really liked this pair od shoe which i tink i will get.. haha.. the prices are denominated in USD... so when converted its just abt 30 bucks.. haha.. cheap ryte? i am so gonna get something once my pay is in... lol.. fad, myself and firda(this temp staff) got so excited when browsing the website.. lol.. ive tot of wat to get and i tink i will get something for my grad ball.. just afraid of whether i can fit in or not.. hehehe..

ok lah.. i tink i better go off now.. gotta report strength.. hehe.. njoy ur weekend my dear friends, cherish it cos its ur last long weekend.. and to all my chinese frens Gong Xi Fai Cai.. till we mit again..

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wat a day

2007-02-15T20:50:00.000+08:00

firstly, im on the brick of recovery from my fever, cough and sore throat.. yup.. i didnt go to work yesterday (14/2/07).. on valentine's day.. haha.. i was really having high fever and didnt have the appetite to eat.. oh well, that's wat u called SICK... hmmm.. when i went back to work.. i was still feeling weak and my head was feeling heavy.. wished it was heavy with lots and lots of knowledge rather than with sickness.. lol..

my day went on ok today and just started with another co to audit.. hehe.. this time ive got till end of next week to finish it up.. haiz.. another deadline.. dun give up nadiah.. i noe u can do it.. Aza aza fighting!! :)

i met my love today and we guess wat! i actually found out something shocking.. something that i culd never imagine.. haiz.. my fren's gf actually liked another guy.. and she's saying that she like both the guys.. SHE MUST BE NUTS... OMG... i was speechless and just said.. WAT GOES ARD, COMES ARD... i pray hard that me and my love would be together till the end of out time.. happily married, able to provide a better life for our future family, having kids of our own..haha.. and lastly growing old gracefully together.. its a little too far but it would be nice if it does come true..

alrite then.. i tink i shall end it here today.. u noe wat.. at this point of time.. i miss my poly frens.. so badly.. how i wish im in skul, happily studying with ur frens ard u.. working life is tough and tiring.. even more tiring than skul.. serious..

take care..

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just finished baking..

2007-02-13T23:47:00.000+08:00

hey.. i am little tired.. just finished baking.. haha... baked macaroon for my sis cos she's got some charity thingy in skul tmr.. oh well actually i had some help from sis and her frens.. so..im not tired entirely due tothe baking.. guess tired of a hard day's work..

Finally i just finished my 1st task of audit.. haha...hurray...frankly, i tink i took too much time doing simple audit.. simple yet so SLOW... haiz.. gotten used to doing things slow eversince poly i tink.. no sense of urgency.. speaking of poly.. i had lunch dates with 2 of my poly frens. Yup.. nisa and saadiah aka saodah.. hehe.. surprising? obviously.. cos they came to Kembangan all the way from Admiralty and Sembawang.. Sanggup seh.. oh well, i promised i would treat em lunch.. well, actually only nisa but aiyah.. wats wrong with treating saad...? its ok.. i didnt mind..

So likewise i told em i would go down north one fine day... hehe.. i had a great time and nisa went for interview after dat.. HAHAHA... SHE GOT THE JOB... SYUKUR!!!!! saad wanted to go swimming but rained... so sad.. : ( i was hoping that east would rain but it didnt and i was like "FLAME ON" ... my body giving out heat and not getting any coldness.. Shit aircon.. not working.. really must complain..

haha.. midnite now and im feeling so shag.. im gg off now.. till we mit again ..

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first day..

2007-02-12T21:24:00.000+08:00

hi.. today's the first day im using this blog.. hehe.. i have no idea why i wanted to start blogging.. maybe bcos i wanted to let pple noe of how im feeling and wat has been happening to me lately.. i used to write but laziness got over me and i came up with 1001 excuses not finding time to write.. haha.. as usual.. haiz.. well, im back to it and i hope i can go on blogging everyday now that i dun have to waste ink..hehe.. all i nid are my 10 semi-big fingers..

well, i should thnk KHAIRUN NISA for taking time to do the blog for me.. THNK U.. yup, i owe her lunch.. i will remember that.. btw, i had a great day at work, lots of laughter and everything went smoothly.. Alhamdullillah.. i was kinda worried that i might not be able to finish 90% of my audit.. yes.. im an audit assistant.. boring huh.. wat to do.. its the path i chose and i intend to stick to it.. hehe.. hopefully i can do my ACCA end of this yr..

i was asked this on my first day of work:
mgr: "what is ur ambition?"
me: hmmmm... i intend to be a Certified Public Accountant and if i have enough funds i will want to open up a CPA firm...

haha.. unbelievable ryte? yah.. i myself cant believe i said that.. it just came out of my mouth cos i culdnt tink of anything.. LOL.. oh well, hu noes if one day i really open up one.. if i do, i will make sure my employees get the proper benefits that will make them want to work for me and not under contract.. wow! kinda far sighted but its worth dreaming.. anybody willing to share this ambition of mine with me??

ok then.. i gtg.. to those hu have read this.. pls do take care and gud nite..

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2007-02-12T12:43:00.001+08:00

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